The One I Hate?

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ni mississipen

ni mississipen

Name five people inside this four-walled classroom na hindi gusto, kinaiisan o kinagagalitan ninyo.

Ayan yung activity na pinagawa samin ng Prof. namin kanina sa philo. I dunno why but I found myself really liking the activity.

He also asked us to write it in rank.

I'd be a hypocrite kung wala siguro akong sinulat kanina. Okay lang naman kasi hindi naman hinihingi ni Prof. yung pangalan namin. He only asked us to get a piece of paper and write our answers.

Marami akong kinaiinisan sa classroom.

Pang-5: Rina. Masyadong mayabang. Feeling matalino. Ginagawang tuldok ang 'gago' at 'putangina' sa kada-sentence nya. Tsaka alam nyo yung feeling na pasimple kang ma-bully? Lagi kong nararanasan yun sa kanya.

Pang-4: Iison. Yung S.A ng department namin na hayok sa kapangyarihan. Yung feeling nya sya yung head. Masyadong moody at walang pakialam sa feelings ng iba.

Pang-3: Angela. Yung classmate namin na masyadong nagse-self pity.

Pang-2. Mikael. Yung vice president ng council. Classmate namin. Gusto ng marami kasi mukhang charming. Kaso pakiramdam ko maraming tinatago. Hindi ko magawang maging komportable kapag anjan sya.

Pang-1: Jake. The president of the council. Tahimik. Mukha namang mabuting tao. Kaso nakakainis. Alam nyo yung feeling na kahit hindi sya mag-effort, nasa itaas sya? Alam kong hindi sya masyadong nakakapag-aral dahil tumutulong na sya sa business ng family nya at marami syang responsibility as president pero mas natataasan nya ako sa grades. Aloof sya pero nanalo pa rin sya as president. Hindi sya athlete pero pinipilit pa rin syang i-invite. Marunong din sya sa art.

Nakaka-frustrate. Lahat yun kaya kong gawin pero mas magaling sya. Edi sya na!

Funny thing is, I consider Rina and Angela as my friends. I am also civil towards Iison, Mikael, and Jake because I have no fucking choice. I am En. I'm supposed to be a goddamn perfect model student, friend, sister, daughter.

Add to that, bigla kong naalala na inaasar-asar ako kay Mikael and Jake. Ew. Is what I want to say every freaking time. Kapag inaasar ako sa kanila, I smile and ride with it. Kahit iritang irita na talaga ako kasi ew talaga. Ha. Ha. Ha. Like, seriously? Just because I'm the secretary and I'm surrounded by guys, e magugustuhan ko na. Hell. To. The. Fucking. No.

Who need guys in their lives, huh? I am a strong woman and frankly speaking, my father's financial support is the only kind of support I need from the male specie.