✅Drown Out (Jordan Sweeto)✅

Chapter 8

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I woke up and remembered last night. I'm Johnnie's girlfriend now. 'Wow' I thought. I got up and changed into a black veil brides shirt and ripped red skinny jeans. I sat on the couch and waited for everyone else to wake up.

A few minutes later Johnnie walked out.

"Hey Jess" he said.

"Hey Johnnie." I said back.

He sat next to me and kissed my cheek.

"How did you sleep?" He asked me.

"Fine. How'd you sleep?" I smiled at him.

"Good." He replied.

Soon everyone else started waking up.

"Guys, me and Jess have something to tell you.." Johnnie said.

"Okay, tell us" said Kyle.

"We're dating." Johnnie said plainly.

I blushed and nodded my head. Jordan looked at me with a shocked expression on his face. He got up and walked back to where the bunks were. I sighed and followed him.

"Jordan, what's wrong?" I asked him

"Nothing." He simply stated.

"Jordan I know there's something wrong. Just tell me please." I begged him.

"Jesse..I-I really like you. But it doesn't matter now." He said with a sad expression on his face.

He walked out of the bunk room and I sat down on my bunk. Why did this have to happen? I thought.

I decided to turn on some music to clear my head.

Roger Rabbit
by Sleeping With Sirens

Is there a right way for how this goes?
You've got your friends
And you've got your foes
They want a piece of something hot
Forget your name like they forgot

Oh, ain't that something?

Some wanna see you crash and burn
And criticize your every word
I'm trying to keep from going insane
Ain't that the way of this whole damn thing

Oh, trying to be something more

Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
No it's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say

Say all that you have to say

Is there a right way for being strong?
Feels like I'm doing things all wrong
Still I'm here just holding on
Confess my heart and forgive my wrongs.

Oh, just trying to show you something more

Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
It's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
When you have today
You should say all that you have to say

Don't point the blame when you can't find nothing
Look to yourself and you might find something
It's time that we sorted out
All of the things we complain about

So listen close to the sound of your soul
Take back a life we led once before
If it ain't you then who?...
If it ain't you then who's gonna love you?

Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
It's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
When you have today
You should say all that you have to say

So when you have today
Say all that you have to say

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I turned off the music and went out of the bunk room and saw Jordan and Johnnie fighting.

"You knew I liked her Johnnie!" Jordan shouted at Johnnie.

"Well I'm sorry, I liked her too!" Johnnie yelled back at Jordan.

Jordan looked over at me and stormed out of the bunk room.

"What was that about?" I asked Johnnie.

"Nothing. Don't worry about it, Jess." He replied with a blank expression on his face.

"Okay.." I replied. I wasn't sure if it was actually "nothing".

We arrived to where the first show was.

"I'm gonna go look at the band merchandise." I said.

"Okay just be safe." Johnnie said to me with a soft smile.

"I will, don't worry." I said as I smiled back at him.

I walked around and bought a few t-shirts and some wrist bands. I went to where Sleeping With Sirens was playing. I sang along to the lyrics of the songs they were singing. After a few minutes, I went back to the bus. I walked in and saw Jordan sitting on the couch. He sighed and I walked past him to the bunk room.

I laid down and sighed. I miss talking to Jordan, I thought. But he doesn't want to talk to me anymore..

I fell asleep. I woke up when I heard Jordan come into the bunk room.

"Hey.." He said.

"Now you want to talk to me.." I  said and rolled over to faced the wall of the bus.

"No, I wanted to say I'm sorry for everything that happened earlier." He said as his voice cracked.

"It's fine Jordan." I said.

"Okay.." He said.

He got up and walked out of the bunk room. I sighed again, and fell asleep.

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Hey guys I hope your having an awesome break! If this chapter gets 10 reads I will update. Thank you guys so much for reading it this far! I promise the book is not done yet.

~stay strong, don't quit~

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Updated A/N:

Edited 1/14/17