Saving The Angel **Completed**

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Nineteen!!(:<3

The next day, I was leaning against a tree, trying my best to fall asleep. It was the next night and we had spent the passed time walking. I was sure that we had covered alot of ground during that amount of time but honestly, I wasn't sure. I was about to give up and say put me on your backs and take me home. But I knew that I couldn't do that. I needed to be with Angel right now and I knew that sleeping would be the only way for me to do that.  He always made me feel better whenever I thought about just giving up and going back home. I would get a sweet pep talk and then I would get a kiss and then I would feel like I could take on the whole world so then I would be ready to get this over with.

I turned in my spot and groaned. Why couldn't I go to sleep?

Because you're not focusing on sleeping. Angel's voice rang inside of my head. I sighed.

The only thing I'm thinking about right now is sleeping.  I replied. I put my hands underneath my head and used them as my pillow.

You are focusing on me. Not sleeping baby.  Angel responded in my head. I could tell that he was smiling by the sound of his voice.

Is it so wrong that I want my baby here with me so that I could feel better? I asked. I felt like something that would come out of the backside of a donkey right now. I felt like screaming I'm done and waking up from this. I never thought that I would ever be able to miss a guy this much but I was.  Growing up, I never thought that I would be able to miss somebody so much. I always figured that person that I missed would be my parents but .........this was something that I couldn't explain.

Look, I know this is going to be hard but you have to get through this. You are stronger than you think so you have to do this. Angel said in my mind.

It's been almost a week I think. i don't remember. You should be better by now. Why don't you fly on those beautiful wings of yours and find me. I'll stay right here until you get here.  I said.

 Baby, you know that I cant do that.

Why not?

I just can't.

Maybe I can't go the rest of the way. Maybe I don't want to go the rest of the way. Maybe I want to turn around and wait for you to be better and then do this. I wanted to do this with you and only you. I can't do this by myself.

You aren't doing this by yourself. You have Ethan, Stacey, and Vixen.

They aren't you Angel. I want you.

Do you think I like this any better? Do you think that I like staying here and not being with you? The only thing I have to do is sit here and wait for you to go to sleep. I'm laying down all the time and even then, I'm making sure that I am listening to you to make sure that you are okay.  You are the only thing on my mind at all times.

Seriously?

I am worried sick about you almost everyday. I wish that you could do something to get to the leader now but you can't. You have to go through this to prove that you are strong enough.

What if I'm not strong enough?  I asked.

Don't say that.

What if i'm not though?

You are. I know that you are.

I want to go to sleep so I can hug you.

Focus on sleeping and I promise I will be the first thing you see when you go to sleep.