Chapter 20

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                    Christmas was two days away and New Years was 9 days away. I had a plan but I didn't know if it would have worked. I'll just keep it brief with you, just know I was about to end my whole entire life. I didn't know who I was anymore. I just wanted to clear my head. I was going to tell Malachi.... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being fat, I'm sorry for being ugly , and I'm sorry for being so dark, I'm just sorry for being me. We all know how he thinks of me , I knew it but I was just so caught up and didn't want to believe it because he had his days when he was so nice, but then most days I just wanted to die. All he wanted was one thing that's all he ever wanted. So all I had to do was say I'm sorry, and I was thinking about saying I wanted to end everything but that all depended on how he would react.

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