She needs love too

Epilogue

2016
I'm now 25 years old. Looking back at my life, I can't believe I've made it this far. I have a son and you know who the father is. I'm just playing its not Malachi child. We are really good friends though. He still get on my nerves but I mean come on he was my first love and he took my virginity. Even if he wasn't in my life I could never forget him. Who could forget their first, anything matter a fact. I started seeing a therapist when I turned 18 that may in 2009. I had to wait so when I tell her every thing that happen she wouldn't run back and tell my mama. The beating I would have got, I wouldn't even be writing this book. Those two years was the worst part of my life. I just have some advice for you guys, if your depressed or going through some rough times, find a person you trust and you know that you could talk to them. I know you hear this a lot , but it's not good to hold things inside. I promise you once you tell somebody your problem I guarantee that you will feel a little bit better. It takes time. Don't get me wrong I still have my insecurities but I don't stress over it like I use to. Malachi was my lesson in life. We all going to have a lesson in life if it didn't happen to you yet it will happen eventually. I'm not saying you going to have a Malachi in your life, it's not only a boy that could give you a lesson anybody could. My son is my life now, and that's what I'm focusing on now. I'm finally happy with life. Oh yea I forgot to tell you Kevin is also still in my life and now he, rocks the shit outta my world.
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but will never forget how you made them feel. There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you"
-Maya Angelou