She needs love too

Chapter 21 Part 1

January,29,2009

I remember writing in my diary that day. I saved it and it's been with me ever since. Only because this was my last entry.

12:00 pm

Today made a year that me and Malachi been having interactions. We haven't done it this month because I lied that I had a cold sore so I wouldn't have to give him a blow job. Well let me tell you what happen this month. I've been dealing with my depression really well. I'm trying to lose weight but that isn't working out really well lol. The only time I really got uptight was when Malachi talked about other girls. But I promise you that this year is my year.............

To be continued

My sister had came over to see how I was doing. She's doing good, she got a job, she's expecting a child. She was doing better than me, I can tell you that for sure.

"Hey Tiana, where's mommy?"

"Hey, she's at a meeting in Chicago for a press conference"

"Where's Vince?"

"He went grocery shopping"

"You want to go to see a movie? I'm off today"

"Sure" I got ready and we left to go see a movie. We went to see that new vampire movie called underworld. Up to the day I love all three of the underworld series. We got home around three and only Malachi was there keeping Vince company

"Hey Malachi"

"Wassup" he looked at us then went back to watching t.v. We went into my room and talked until she had to leave. Which was an hour later. As soon as she left Malachi had came into my room and got on top of me. We do not need to relieve that moment because we already know what happened. The only thing that happened differently that day was that I volunteered to give him a blow job. I don't know why but I did. After we were done I had went to the bathroom and I remember contemplating on if I were going to ask him. I finally came to my senses, I stormed out the bathroom and asked him why he was doing this. This is exactly what I remember him saying.

"I'm doing this because........."