dear ryan

december 24 , 2015

Wow.

I feel so hurt all over again.

You really are that serious about this?

You really hate me that much?

I don't know wether to be angry or upset.

But then again anger is what drove you away in the first place.

Maybe you're doing this because you need the distance.

Hopefully you're doing this because you still miss me.

Hopefully it's not because you despise me.

I can only hope from here on out.

For everything.