dear ryan

december 18 , 2015

And what might be the worst part.

Is that I saw old texts today.

Aw babe.

What can I do to make it better?

Those phrases all seem like a distant memory.

So far away that I can't even recognize your voice saying them to me.

I want to remember.

I want to listen to the way your voice caressed my ears and made me feel okay.

And now I can't remember that feeling.

And I'm scared I might never get to feel it again.