Why am I so afraid to just talk to you? I just don't get how this all still happened we were so happy so together so in love. And I'm sitting here crying again for what seems to be the thousandth time in the last two months and I don't know what to do. I need you Ryan, I really really need you. I don't know how I would even talk to you, when it was so easy before. If I could have one thing in life it'd be you. One thing for the rest of my life it'd be you. You're my everything, still to this day. I love you so so so much. The heart break is still so damn strong and one of these days soon I'll text you and I'll just get it over with. You said two months, and I'm going to hold you to that. I love you Ryan, and now that it's been two months, I'm gonna do something about it. We will get back together. We have to get back together. There's not a single doubt in my mind that we belong together. I love you Ryan, and hopefully you'll love me again soon. I swear you have to. If you don't... I think I'd rather be dead. Because if you don't love me I don't see any other reason. You're my everything, and without you, I'm nothing.
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dear ryan
Teen Fictiona collection of letters, poems, and rants, to the boy I love, the boy who broke my heart
