dear ryan

december 11 , 2015

And this is the hardest thing I've ever had to face.

It hurts so much.

And I miss you.

And I love you.

But I can't have you.

Please just come back to me.

I need you.

You're my everything.

I don't know how to continue without you.

I feel lost.

And hurt.

I have no appetite.

My body cannot stop shaking.

I need you.

Ryan.

I love you.

Please love me back.

Please don't leave me.

I need you.

Forever.

I can't stand continuing without you.