dear ryan

january 3 , 2016

I wonder if you're over me by now.

It's almost been a full month.

I'm still so extremely heartbroken.

I wonder if you've even thought about me.

Isn't it kinda hard to forget about someone you've spent that last two years with?

I don't really know anymore.

Both of us are going to grow up.

And knowing us we'll end up back together.

Or at least knowing me, I'll want to be back together.

I don't know how you feel about anything anymore.

I miss you so much.

You're my best friend and the love of my life.

How do I just stop feeling that?

How did you just stop feeling that?

One more month and maybe I'll find out.

One more month and hopefully we can fall in love again.

One more month and hopefully I'll have my life back.

One more month and hopefully you'll take me back.

One more month.

I don't know if I can make it.