dear ryan

january 25 , 2015

Sometimes I feel like just running up to you at school.

And just kissing the life out of you.

And show you just how much I still love you.

Part of me is terrified that you'd just push me away.

The other part of me like to believe you'd kiss me back.

For awhile I just thought you stopped caring about me altogether.

But after today I know that you still do.

After you gave me that big wave.

And that huge, dorky smile I am still so deeply in love with. 

Maybe I still have some sort of chance.

Hopefully.