I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!😘😘😘😘😘😘
"Pillows!" I yell at Zeke
Lynn comes over to us and throws 4 pillows at Zeke.
"Ow! Lynn, how do you make a pillow hurt?!" He says loudly
"My strength duh!" She says and flexes her arms.
"Why are you here anyway?" Zeke asks
She shrugs and walks out the door.
"Okay that was...weird" I say
He makes like a downward smirk face (😕).
"Yeah. So we got the pillows. What next?" He asks
"Um we need sheets, dishes, silverware, couch, coffee table, tv, and bathroom shit" I say looking at the list.
"Oooo that last one I wrote down" he says
"'Bathroom' shit. Really?" I say
"Well you kept listing a bunch of stuff. How was I supposed to keep up?" He asks
I sigh and try to keep the smile from growing on my face.
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After we bought all of the stuff we had some trouble getting the couch, but we managed.
Right now I'm making the bed while Zeke is mounting the tv on the wall.
I'm stretched out on the bed trying to get the last corner around the bed. Then I feel Zeke start to crawl on me.
"Hey sexy mama" he whispers in my ear
He has his arms on either side of me holding up his weight. He kisses my neck and I giggle.
"Sexy mama huh?" I say
"Yup you will be the mother of my children some day" he says
"Indeed I will but why the name now?" I ask
"'Cause you're sexy to me and always will be. Even when we're old and grey I'll still see you as I do today" he smiles.
This is why I love him. He's so full of it.
"Awe you're so full of shit" I say in a baby voice.
He frowns and walks toward the bedroom.
"Where are you going?" I ask standing up.
"Bed" he says without turning to face me.
"Zeke" I say and he still doesn't turn.
"Ezekiel!" I shout
He comes back out of the room and leans against the door frame.
"What? I'm tired and sick of you not just taking a compliment. Like stop being so insecure and just love yourself as I love you. As I said I'm tired and going to bed" he says
He shuts the door and I plop back down on the couch.
He's right. I am insecure.
That was one the most serious conversations we've had in our relationship honestly.
That kind of scares me because Zeke is usually very relaxed and playful, but there was nothing playful about that.
I have to apologize.
I get off the couch and open the door.
Zeke is sitting on the bed with his head in his hands.
"Zeke?" I say softly
No answer.
I walk over to the bed and sit beside him.
I rub my hand up and down his back.
He still hasn't even looked at me.
I stand up and walk out of the room. I shut the door and walk out of our apartment.
I head to the training room and don't even attempt to wrap my hands with tape.
I walk to the punching bag and jab.
Punch after punch.
I'm so stupid. Why can't I just take a compliment? It's so simple and yet I still can't.
"Beatrice" I hear a voice call.
I turn and see Tobias.
"Yeah?" I ask and turn back to the bag.
"Zeke is looking for you" he says
"Oh yeah? Why would he be looking for me? It's obvious that he doesn't want to talk to me" I say
"He's been looking for you for 2 hours. I told him I already looked in here for you and you weren't here" he says
"Why?" I ask and face him.
"Because I know why you're so insecure. I am too. The scars are the forever reminder aren't they?" He says with a slight chuckle, but I knew the question was rhetorical.
"He doesn't get that its not easy to just forget about it" I say and turn to the bag again.
"Go home to him Tris. He wants you back at the apartment. Now stop being so stubborn and let's go" he says
I nod and he puts his arm across my shoulders.
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