Choices

Stressed out... chap-11

"Dear Sarah,
Damn, you are so BEAUTIFUL! The way your hair flows and your beautiful eyes leave me breathless. From the day I met you I can't help but think about you. Every time I go to say something to you, my throat gets dry and I stutter for words. I hope I'll see you Saturday
~;)"
What.the.hell.

Who is this from?! Why in my locker? Did Tyler send it to me?! Did Fisher give the note to someone to give to me?! Aghhhhh!!! I put the note in my bookbag, careful not the rip or crumple the edges, and close my locker door. I go through the hallways slowly and down the steps. I pass Tyler's group. Roxanne turns at judt the right time to make eye contact with me. She smiles a huge smile and winks. What's up with her? I turn away and head to my car.

I get home and no one is here, like usual. Moms probably still at work like always. I sigh and walk over to the computer table. I open up the bottom drawer. I grab the picture of my family before it was broken. Ever since dad died nothing has been the same. Now none of our family talks to us and my mom and I hardly speak to each other. Mom hasn't wanted anything more but to help others now. Not that that's a bad thing its just lonely and empty in this house all the time. It not like it was her fault. Wrong place and wrong time. But the guilt must be driving her insane though. I guess she's trying to keep herself busy so she doesn't have to think about it. I've been doing the same I guess. Its only been about four month without him. It happened over the summer so no one outside of my family knows, not even Alex. Its kind of the reason I didn't talk to her over the break. I wanted her to come to the funeral but I felt so weak and couldn't bring myself to text her. I sigh and put the picture back. I walk over and feed the fish in the tank then to the dinner table. I pull out a chair and open my back pack. I stare at the note in my back pack. What am I going to do. Who would send me this note? I sigh and grab my algebra text book and start my homework.

*Ring*
I pick my head out of my book. Its only been about two hours now and I'm starting to get hungry and moms not here. I reach over for my phone.
Mom- I'll be home late, leftovers in the fridge or you can call for pizza
No surprise there. I walk over to the fridge and open both doors. Meat loaf, pasta, salad, pork chops, macaroni, ice cream, yeah I'm ordering pizza. Walk back to the table and grab my phone. I scroll through my contacts till I find Manny's Pizzeria. Its about a ten minute drive but thank God they deliver. I press call and it starts to ring. "This is Manny's Pizzeria, how can we services you?" "Hi, I need a pizza delivered to my house" "What type of pizza ma'am?" "Can I get a meat lovers pizza with a garlic crust and ranch dipping sauce?" "Sure thing, what size" "Medium is fine" "Okay last thing I need is your address, unless you already have an account with us." "I do, it should be under Susan Waters" "Yup there it is, your total is eight dollars and sixty three cents, your pizza should be there in thirty minutes or its on us." "Thank you, you can put it on the tab and put in a three dollar tip." I end the call.
*Grrrrrrrr*
I look down at my stomach. "You can wait thirty minutes!" I glance back at my books in front of me. I really don't feel like doing anymore homework. Its not due till Wednesday anyways. School has been so stress the past two months. And soon I'll have to start applying for colleges. I toured some over the summer but I still have know idea where I want to go. I just need to relax man. I check my phones time. I still have twenty eight minutes until free pizza. I'm going to take a quick shower before the pizza guy gets here.

I go up stairs, grab so clothes from my room then hop in the shower. Hot showers are amazing. My hair has been up all day so when I left my hair down I feel my body relax. I take a quick shower and get put on my Adidas sweet pants and a loose shirt. I check my phone. Five minutes before free pizza. I go back down stairs so I'll be near when the door bell rings. I walk to the kicken and grab a bottle of water out of the fridge.
*Knock* *Knock*
I check the time on my phone. Damn man two minutes from free pizza. I walk over to the door and take my pizza thank the pizza man and head to my room.

I lay the pizza on my bed and turn the TV on. I press the Netflix button on my remote and find the best show known to man, "The 100". Its basicly about what happened after a nuclear war destroyed civilization ninety seven years ago, and how they went to space to live but life support was running low so they sent 100 juvenile delinquents back to Earth in hopes of possibly re-populating the planet and possibly coming back to Earth. The story telling is ahh-maze-sing! I start an episode and grab a slice of pizza and try to relax.

Six episodes and five pieces of pizza later I finally decide its time for bed. I grab the box and walk down stares to but the leftover pizza away. I go to the bathroom on the way back to my room to brush my teeth and pee. I hear the fron door creek as I enter my room. About time she gets here. I turn the TV off and snuggle under my blankets. I let my heavy eye lids sink shut and my mind wonder in to sleep.

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I know, I know. Crappy chapter. I'm sorry! Its also just a filler though

Also who else watchs The 100?!! Season 3 comes out the 21!!!

Thoughts? Comments? Suggestions? Ideas?

Thanks for reading:)