Choices

Alone... chap-16

In the two seconds it takes me to realize what is happening, my heart drops, my fists clench, and breath quickens. Tyler. Kissing. Another. Girl. Is-is that Alex?!

Alex breaks her kiss with Tyler when she sees me. Her eyes grow and she opens her mouth but no words come out. Tyler must not realize I'm here because he starts sucking on her neck. "What the hell!" Tyler jump at my yell and pulls away. Well that got his attention. "Th-this roomm, m-my rooom, is o-occ-taken" Tyler stutters. You have got to be kidding me. He's wasted at his own party?! He waves his hand at me motion me to leave. Who the hell does he think he is?! Tyler tries to go back to kissing Alex but she's fight him to keep him off. "Sarah let me explain" she was laying on her back will Tyler hovered over her. She had both hand on his shoulder keeping his face far from hers. "I have nothing to say to either of you!" I clench my fists and stare deep into her eyes. My blood is boiling mad. "C-can youu close the d-*hick up*door on the way outt?" Tylers lucky my foot isn't up his ass with all of these smart comments. All I want to do is slap him in the face, but I know that won't change anything. I march out of the room holding the tears till I'm out. "Sarah wait!" I hear cried from behind the door I slam closed. Tears rush down my face. I feel my makeup start to come off. I push my legs to push apast the crowd. Tyler is a jerk. Good guys are so over rated. Several people noticed me crying as I ran out of the house but I did not turn back.

My uneasy mind made it difficult to drive home. My music blaring and my jeep pushing eighty down the highway. I weaved through the cars. All I want is to be was home. Todays been a long and hard day. Fisher showed his true colors, Alex stabbed me in the back and Tyler might as well have been holding the knife. I slap my steering wheel. Why the hell is this happening to me. My eyes start to pour waterfalls and my nose drools on my shirt. My breathing becomes even uneven. My body starts to shake. I grip the wheel with all the strength left in me. Street lights flash by me. No cars can keep up with me. I fly through all lights not caring what consequences will come. I want to be home, in my bed, under my blanket to hide from this world. I have no one. My dads dead. My moms a work-aholic. My 'best friend' betrayed me. And all the guys today have been nothing but jerks that just want to get laid. I press as hard as I can on my gas pedal. I feel my foot reach the floor. Eighty five, ninety, ninety five. I feel my car start to raise up. Adrenaline is courseing though my body. I'm cutting through the air like a hot blade would through butter. One hundred. I'm not the only one shaking. My tires are giving it its all. That's when it hits me. Not another car or tree but my own awareness. I let my foot off the gas. I let my car cruse to the speed limit. Fifty. Sigh.

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Gosh that was a crappy and short chapter. I'm sorry I was very busy this week :( I'll make up for it Monday! (I hope:))

So I really want people to catch up on the chapters so this story will be on hold until further notice (after I post Monday, dont want to leave y'all on a bad chapter) I'm sorry 😭 don't hate me.

Thanks for reading:)