Choices

Party foul... chap-15

I look back at the door. If I leave now Tyler won't be as hard to find. But that kiss was amazing. I look back at Roxanne. I'm not sure if I really want to leave.

Our eyes meet. Her eyes look so calm, so curious, so beautiful. Wow-hold up. I'm straight. "Why haven't you left yet?" It feels like I have weights on my ankles holding me in place. "I-I" She smiles and takes a step closer. I don't know what to do. She takes another step. It's starting to get hard to breath. Another step. I can smell her perfume. Bayla from Aéropostale.  She's standing right in front of me. I can't. I won't. I gaze over her face. Her groomed eyebrows, her different shades of brown eyes, her hooked nose, her pink lips. My eye fall to her neck. Just where her shirt couldn't reach she had what looks to be a circle birth mark. My eyes trail back to hers. I lean in the last half inch. Our lips touch. Our kiss; hard, but soft; fiery but cool; a split second but also forever. In that second kiss with her, I wished it was Tyler's. I slowly pull away. We stare, her longing for more, me wanting someone else. She must have saw it in my eyes because she breaks the silence. "Go" I'm confused. "B-but that kiss?" I stutter out. "Ment the world to me, but," She lowers her gaze to our feet. "we aren't ment to be" She is so sweet, but I knew she was right. I didn't want her. I wanted the passion of the kiss. She speaks up again. "I guess now is as good as any to tell you I was the one that left you the notes." Roxanne left me the notes?! What! "You?" I say surprised. She softly laughs. "Yes, and I'm glad you came." I smile. Roxanne is the most sweetest, kindest, funniest and prettiest girl I have seen. "Me too." I grab her arm and lean in. I kiss her cheek softly. "Thank you" I whisper into her ear. I squeeze her arm and leave the bathroom. I hear her sigh as I walk out.

My seach for Tyler started in the living room where the DJ was. Which then lead me to the kitchen that was flooded with alcohol and made the soles of my shoes very sticky. I went to the back yard and found even more people out there jumping from the roof into the pool filled with varies inflatables some ment for the bedroom and not the outside area. I walked back around to the front of the house careful not to step on the land mines of dog poop. The front yard is the same as the first time I saw it when I got here. I have looked every where for Tyler and he is no where to be found. It's now eleven thirty. I don't have much time before the party is over. Okay, if I was Tyler, and I saw my crush kissing someone else where would I go? My room! I give myself a self high five. He has to be in his room, I mean that's where I would go. I go to the front door slowly opening it this time to protect my shirt from any harm. I start opening every door I see trying to find his room. I go down countless hallways and open many doors but none a teenage boys room. I feel hopelessly lost in Tyler's maze of a house. Eleven fifty and no Tyler. As I made my way back to the living room I noticed a hallway crowded with kids. I don't think I went that way. I push past them and make my way through. Bathroom, closest, guest room, closest. This search was getting exhausting. One last door. I slowly turn the knob. The door creeks as it opens. The room starts to fill with the hallway light. The first thing I see is an electric guitar in the corner of a room. As I taken in more of the room I see; clothes on the floor, posters on the walls, a messy desk and a random football in a chair. The door is complete open now and the room is completly visible. The bed is horribly unmade and has two awkward lumps on it. I walk closer. Two faces hiding in my shadow. In the two seconds it takes me to realize what is happening, my heart drops, my fists clench, and breath quickens. Tyler. Kissing. Another. Girl. Is-is that Alex?!

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Hap-hap-happy Monday!(Or what's left of it:))

That cliff hanger though! Please don't hate me!

So I'm sorry to disappoint but I won't be posting a chapter Friday for the reason being I have midterms this week! Yay -_- I will however be going back though past chapters and editing! But wait there's more! Monday shall be a POV change!!! Comment who you want to hear from!

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