Hey there old friend, it's been a while hasn't it. How have you been? Me? Well life's been a roller coaster ride I'll tell you that. Then again that's how it usually is nowadays. About 3 weeks ago I made a pretty life changing revelation, and the following weeks really kinda screwed me over. Let's just say that mood swings and emotional breakdowns really just barely suffice. I kept going from extremely elated, to being so sad I wanted to cry, to being just pissed at life and even feeling numb all together. There are just too many things to tell you and I don't have the time or the room right now but maybe one day. I've had so many meltdowns and I'm just tired, so tired of everything. But you know me friend, I gotta keep fighting for the two pieces of my heart.
Speaking of Sweetie and Hero, they're doing okay. Hero might be going through something right now, but I know he'll get through it. He's a fighter, so I know he'll be strong. But something that's puzzled me, my dreams lately. Lately I've been having such weirdly vivid dreams (nightmares more like it). One involving me and Sweetie being kidnapped by a mass murderer and Hero saving us. Another where Sweetie was gone and Hero just went so into himself he wasn't himself anymore. And another you'd swear was out of some sort of monster hunter anime. Weird, creepy, the only words that even come close to describing it. I'm so scared to even go to sleep tonight because I'm afraid what I'll dream up next. But until then, I've got Kev to talk to. He's really been such a great friend to talk the night away with. It's like he's a second me sometimes I swear, lol.
Well, I'm gonna let you go for now. Until later old friend. Let's see just how far we'll get this year, huh?
-- Justin
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Non-FictionEvery tear shed of sadness or joy, every dramatic moment, every memory, all in one little story. Starting now. Prepare to see into my mind, every last thought~
