Justin's Journal~

New Years Eve to New Years Day!~

 Hello old friend and Happy New Years!~ 

Yep, it's official, it's the first day of 2016 as I'm writing this, about 12:14 AM. New Years Eve was a pretty average day except for taking down some old decorations and cleaning up my room. Kind of trying to clean up my act for 2016 and getting rid of a years worth of troubles all in one. And even putting up some old posters and some new ones. It's pretty basic but it just adds some more to my otherwise pretty average walls, lol. Well, like I did reflecting on 2015 in my previous journal reflecting on the good and the bad of 2015 I guess this journal I should list what I'm excited for for 2016. 

Well, don't be too shocked but I'm really just hoping for a great year. I don't exactly need ALL the bells and whistles this year, but I would enjoy some peace. Peace of mind and peace of heart. Not just for me but for everyone in my life. Last year was emotionally draining for all of us (lest we count my infinite breakdowns and just flip-flop emotions in general). I just want it to feel like a normal life, like a life that has struggles that push you, but not those that push you over the edge without giving a second thought to if you'll survive them or not. I know some things are already going to be different this year, I can just feel it. But I know some things are going to stay the same, which I honestly can't help. Even though some I could but oh well, you can't change people's hearts and minds. 

Also, I had another dream last night, it was a good one don't worry. After waking up, it made me feel so warm inside and comforted. It was weird but last night I dreamt I was waking up in my bed, with someone right next to me. Someone just cuddled and wrapped in my arms. I look over at them and I didn't know the person in real life, but when I saw their cute face I couldn't help but feel filled with joy. And then I said words I never envisioned myself saying, "Can you stay with me? Just a little while longer?" It was like a dream inside of a dream XD if that makes any sense (I know it doesn't but just role with me here lol, it's me.) But come on, you know the feeling. It's unexplainable but the only way to explain it is just you feel like you're melting inside.

Whoa, got a little too in depth there X'D. Lol oh well, this is a journal nonetheless and I did say you were going to hear every thought. So you'd better get used to me spilling my guts out lol. Alright, it's 12:31 here so I'll leave you for tonight.

Good Night Friend and Happy New Year~

And happy New Year to everyone here on Wattpad! 

-- Justin