Justin's Journal~

December 30th, 2015

      Evening old friend. Well today was actually a normal day believe it or not. (Shocker, I know!) Anyways, ever since we got home from Ohio it's been pretty quiet around here. Me, I usually just stay to myself in my room. But man does it get boring quick, I try to listen to music to pass the time but there are only SO many songs that actually do that! Like no lie, I listen to a nice calming slow song like "Not the Only one" by Sam Smith, it seems like maybe 3 minutes goes by. Then I instantly get bored and go onto the next one. I listen to a song like "Had Enough" by Breaking Benjamin, I find myself jamming out to it and it seems like it was just a minute but it turns out to be five. And from there I go onto the next song, and the next, and the NEXT, until I look over at my clock and a whole hour has passed! Crazy, right!? Well I suppose music will do that to you lol.

     Oh, and good news, didn't have a nightmare last night! Woop!~ 

Lol but seriously this is a victory in my eyes compared to the last few nights. I've been pretty scared out of my mind and this was a nice relief. I needed a break from the murderers and giant monster-demon things chasing me through downtown Tokyo. By the way, am I the only one who can't believe it's December 30th! Like seriously mom caught me off guard when she said tomorrow was New Years Eve. Can't say this year's "flown by" even though I wish it did. It's been a lot of rough patches, suffice to say. But it's also been a year of learning, accepting, growing, etc. My friends have really been here for me this year, in some ways more than ever before. And for that I can't be more thankful. So I guess it hasn't been all that bad. Gotta look at the bright side right? Well, I'm gonna go, got a good amount of stuff to do tomorrow to take down the Christmas deco. and get all the laundry done before the new year (Superstitious Family Mode lol)

Night Old Friend~

-- Justin