Justin's Journal~

January 11th - 14th

                 Hey there friend, it's been a minute and I'm sorry for that, but a lot has happened in the past few days. So my journal had to keep getting pushed back and back. Anyways, Monday was a pretty normal day as far as I can remember. Nothing major, except my Entrepreneurship Exam, I really thought it would be kinda hard. To be honest, it was a breeze. It was practically an open book one since we could use the power points on his website and so it was easy to find the answers. I ended up getting a 94 on it x'D lol. But there was something else that happened that really put a damper in things. I won't get into much detail but me and a friend of mine kinda got into a fight. It was my fault to be honest. We tried talking but neither of us could deal with all the stress and emotions of that night. While he signed off to help him save his emotions, I resulted to other things to deal with mine. I'm not proud, but it happened, and it won't happen again. Not if I can help it, and trust me I can.

                Tuesday I was late to school because of my bus, so I wasn't able to see him. And because of exam schedule I had to wait through classes in order to get to lunch. That was the only other time I would have been able to talk to him. So lunch rolls around, and I'm sitting listening to music. We both don't really say anything to each other, as he sits with his girlfriend. Then whenever he came over to me and my friend sitting next to me. Then I stood up and walked over to him wiping the tears out of my eyes. Then he reached his arms out and I came in for a hug. I told him I needed help, and plead out my story. And I wasn't wrong, I do need help. I need a psychologist, or therapist, something. Sometimes I feel like I just need someone to talk to about all this, like I need some answers. Sometimes I think I'm insane, or losing myself, and Monday that's what it felt like. Anyways, we're okay now, don't worry. So yeah... that happened all in a matter of a night and a day and it was some of the worst parts of my life. I know I'd never lose him but the feeling still frightens me all the same.

               Wednesday nothing much really happened, except, Geometry Exams =.= I really was not looking forward to it. Especially considering we were an hour late to school again. So I had even less time to do it. But hey that didn't stop me! I did pretty good on it actually, I got a 90!~ Which is amazing considering I pretty much suck at math lol. And Thursday was pretty average too. It was a half day so the day went by pretty quick. And it was my sister's birthday too! So happy birthday to you! 

Well I don't think there's much else I need to say. Didn't have any dreams I did remember this week, I've been too tired to lol. So I'll sign off here. Night old friend

Justin