Saving a Spider

Chapter 6

I sigh. "He's gonna keep trying to keep me here isn't he?" I asked Bruce.

Bruce nods and I curse.

"Well now that I have some of my stuff may I use your lab or Tony's so that I may fix my suit up?"

Bruce smiled. "You can use mine. Less messy." He chuckled.

I smile and follow Bruce into his own lab.

I got to work immediately on my web shooters fixing them cause Harry had broken them during my fall when I hit the ground and when he kept hitting and kicking me.

I kept my hood up and my sunglasses up.

Bruce left me alone to do his own work.

I was glad I didn't have to ask him to leave me.

Tony still had my Spider-Man clothes washing them. I didn't notice it before but they did stink of my sweat and blood.

Maybe that's why some of the people I saved would thank me and run away.... whoops...

Harry will come after me again I just know it. He might not try anything right now while I'm with the Avengers but he'll definitely do something if I'm by myself.

I'm going to have to go into hiding from him for a bit so I can get back to my hideout. If I don't he'll find all of my dad's hard work he did for OSCORP.

I sigh. I look down at my web shooters and stare at them for a minute.

"Never should've found that brief case. Maybe then none of this would've happened. Still be at home living a normal human life. Go to college and actually had a life. Heck I could've married her if HE hadn't dropped her from the clock tower." I sigh heavily and pick up a shooter. "Should've been faster. Maybe then none of them would've died."

I could hear the voices of my dead loved ones in my head telling me to move on and to not live in the past but I could only groan and grab my head. "I... I can't do it.... I can't just forget. It was my fault. All of it. I never should've looked into their murders. Then Doctor Connors would still be a scientist and never would've turned himself into the Lizard. It was my fault he became that way. I never should've went to him with the formula I found and fixed. It's my fault Max became Electro and Harry became Green Goblin. I couldn't save them from themselves and now they want blood because I betrayed their trust. I'm sorry Harry. I should've just tried it. I should've given you a better explanation of what my blood would do if it were used for your cancer. Stupid! I'm so stupid! I can't seem to do anything right." I whispered harshly to myself. I didn't know it but a few tears slipped from my eyes and fell to the desk in front of me.

There wasn't anyone in the room with me so my mental breakdown wasn't heard by anyone. I got up and grabbed my fixed web shooters and left the lab. I went to the elevator and asked the AI for the roof.

I reached the roof and plopped myself down on the edge of the building. I watched the sun set in the horizon.

I had my web shooters back on my wrists but I didn't care about them.

I wiped my face from the stray tears that fell on to my hand.

My life sucks.

There on the horizon I could see the faint outline Harry's glider.

I sighed and just sat were I was at.

If he wanted to kill me he would've threw a bomb at me from here.

He flew in front of me and stayed there. He was grinning like a mad man as usual.

I just sat there. "What do you want Harry? I can tell your not here to kill me right now. Is it that your finally ready to stop hunting me? Your old best friend? You've changed a lot since you injected yourself with the pure spider venom."

Harry cackled with glee. "Oh Petey. You don't know do you? I got what I came for. You didn't realise that when I was killing you a week ago I had managed to get some of your blood!"

I sigh and got up from my sitting spot and looked at him tiredly. I took off my sunglasses and looked at him with my brown eyes. "Why? Why tell me anything when you know your being manipulated by that man! Gods dame it Harry snap out of it! You haven't been yourself since you found out about your cancer! I want the old you back Hare! I want my best friend back. The guy who protected me when we were kids from bullies. The guy who would go to the movies and throw popcorn at people for the fun of it! I want the guy who was a brother to me back! What happened to that Harry?! Hunh!? Are you that freaking messed up in the head you can't even see that you've become a murderer and a completely mentally unstable person!? You killed Aunt May Harry! You killed Gwen! Now your trying to kill me! What happened to the boy who looked at us like family?! Hunh?! What happened to that!? You want to kill me than go ahead! I don't care anymore! You were the last person I cared about that's still alive now so it doesn't fucking matter! Go ahead! I'm a fucking target! I'm gonna stand still and not fight back! At least I know that your father wouldn't want this Hare. He wanted you to take over his company and help people! Is this what you want!?" I was screaming at him. I didn't care if anyone saw us or came to help. It didn't matter to me.