Within The Flames Of Anger (book One Of The Fire Series)

Chapter 6

Chapter 6 (edited)

It’s been a couple hours since alexander had left the bedroom and I couldn’t help but let the tears roll. He didn’t even try to understand me; he didn’t try to get to know me. he didn’t try anything. Not even put in a little effort. My mind wandered to my parents, where were they, what were they up to? Are they okay? hmm, seems like I’m the only person thinking since my parents don’t even care. Funny right?

The tears rolled down my eyes and there seemed to be no end to them, right then I heard something break in the bedroom, and soon all I could hear were things breaking one after the other. I hurried into the bedroom, to see alexander throwing things around. I ran up to him and held his hand, he looked at me tears were rolling down his eyes, I began wiping the tears from his eyes, then he put his face in the crook of my neck, I know alexander is a stuck up person and all but I’ve never known him to be vulnerable. He was vulnerable, he just seemed to cry.

“Why did she leave, why did Natalia leave? She broke me, she took away everything!” he said, I could hear the pain in his voice.

“Shah…shah, I don’t know what she did, but is that why you’re always angry, just listen to me alexander, I’m not like her, I’m not her so why are you angry at me?” I asked, I mean I’m in tears he’s in tears, I’m curious. Why would he compare me with her?

“ you remind me so much about her, the way you smile the way you walk the way you talk eat everything.” He looked at me in my eyes, I held his face in my hands

“Alexander, I will never do what she did. And I promise to fix you” he pulled away before standing up.

“I need some fresh air and space, so I’m leaving” I stared at him unbelievably, would he really leave just after all this, he walked out the door, leaving me in pain once again. Alexander, you idiot. I can’t believe I still care for him. the person who will leave me shattered over and over again. I let out a sigh as I dropped to my knees. Why does all of this hurt so much? Why? The man I’ve known for less than a few days has already got me pulling at my hair. Has got me worried about him.

I don’t know how long I was waiting for him to return home, it’s been 7 hours since he’s left, and now it’s almost 1:00 in the morning. Just then the front door closed. My head snapped in that direction only to see alexander stumbling across the room. He reeked of alchahol. I stared at his bloodshot red eyes, as his shirt was half undone, his hair dishevelled.

“Alexander have you been drinking?” I asked him worriedly, he drove back drunk he could’ve died, why I am so worried about him, god what’s happening to me. I hate this. I hate this feeling with no end. I absolutely despise it. I don’t want to feel it at all. And it hurts to the pit knowing I feel it right now.

“Maybe, but even if I did you can’t stop me mom!” he said laughing at his own joke, my eyebrows scrunched in confusion, trying to make out what he said. god this is gonna be one hell of a night. Alexander you idiot.

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