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At dahil birthday ng isa kong kaibigan na pinakamamahal ko sa lahat, letter lang ang binigay ko sa  kanya. Padedicate na lang :)

ALYSSA MARIE MEJORADA MANUAL! Mahal kita frend!

~LOVE’s P.O.V

“Be five minutes earlier naman para at least, hindi ka ma-awkward sa pag-amin mo. Imagine, nakakahiya kayang umamin ng hinintay ka nya ng matagal tapos hindi ka man lang nya nakitaan ng effort diba?” sabi ni Thea sa kabilang linya. Tinawagan ko sya as soon as I ended my call to Honey.

“Oo. Baka nga hindi pa ko makatulog ngayon. Ewan ko ba kung natotorpe  nanaman ako o na-eexcite lang dahil at least, after all, maaamin ko na din sa kanya. Ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko habang hinihintay kong mag6:15 ng umaga.” Nakangiti kong sagot sa kanya kahit na sa phone lang kami mag-kausap.

“Ang corny mo, baliw! Matulog ka nga at huwag kang hihikab-hikab sa harap ni Honey bukas. Sige na, bye!”

Tama nanaman ang sinasabi nya. Eh pero anong magagawa ko kung yun talaga ang nararamdaman ko? Eh sa hindi ako inaantok eh. Iniisip ko pa din si Honey.

May picture nya ko at yun ang madalas kong tignan kapag namimiss ko sya lalo na when there’s no classes. We exchanged our graduation pictures nung elementary. She’s so pretty in this picture but she’s more beautiful in person. She’s just a simple lady yet she’s so stunning and she’s driving me crazy.

There are lots of gorgeous girls and I know they’re better than her. But still, for me, she’s the most beautiful goddess I’ve ever met. How I wish she’s not just my best friend. If she only know how much I love her.

I can still remember what happened a while ago. Sa 711, she seems so happy when she saw me with Thea. She doesn’t even know why I’m with her. Natatakot akong ma-reject that’s why I’m asking for Thea’s help. Duwag ako when it comes to her.

I found myself looking at the wallet she gave me last graduation. I put there her graduation picture.

“Honey sana di ka magbago kapag inamin ko sayo yung totoo. Hindi ko kasi alam kung bakit ang torpe ko. Naduduwag kasi ako. Paano na lang kapag nalaman mo yun tapos bigla kang umiwas sakin? I’m willing to court you kapag pumayag ka pero kung hindi, tatanggapin ko na lang. even if it hurts.”

~ HATE’s P.O.V.

“Oo Kevin. Tayo na. I’ve decided.” Yun lang ang sinabi ko and then I took a look at my wristwatch. Umiwas ako ng tingin sa kanya. I can’t look directly to his eyes. I’m lying. I really want to say no. It’s just that he waited for how long just to be rejected.

“YES! TAYO NA!? TALAGA?” damn! He’s like a kid! Jumping, shouting, like winning a game. We’ll I’ll do the same if I’m talking to Lance but I’m not. I looked at my wristwatch again and found out that its already 6:13. Lance must be here already.

I looked back but he’s not there. I turned to look back to Kevin but someone suddenly hugged me. Is it Kevin? We’re in that state when someone spoke.

“Pare…” is that Kevin? Am I hearing his voice from a bit afar? So if that’s the case, who is this someone? Damn! Its Lance. But why?

“Pare… Congrats! Ingatan mo si best friend ko.” He tapped Kevin’s shoulder and turned to me. “Be good. Take care of yourself. Iingatan ka naman siguro ng Kevin mo. But if not, don’t hesitate to run beside me, I’m always here as your best friend forever.”

“Ahh… wait. ano bang gusto mong sabihin sakin ngayon?” he paused.

“Ahh… that one! Kami na ni Thea. I’m so happy. Sige, baka hinihintay na nya ko.” Ouch! You’re happy, I’m not. He left me with Kevin. Di bale na! ibabaling ko na lang ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya para kay Kevin.

“Honey… are you okay?” hinawakan nya ang magkabilang pisngi ko while looking directly to my eyes.

“Ano ka ba Kevin?” I whispered to him when I noticed two girls from my left whispering and looking to us directly.

“It’s okay. I want to tell the world you’re my girl and I’m so proud of you. I love you.” Ouch! It’s like a knife thrusts deep into my heart. Deeper and deeper as  I recall and absorb what this guy is saying. How I wish he just turned to Lance.

“Hey!”

“Huh?” I looked at him. I’m out of my mind again.

“I said I love you.” He said with a pout. He’s damn cute.

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