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chapter 30. Bristol's pov.

"How did this happen?" I say to him palming his cheeks in my hands.

"There's something I have to tell you Bristol. Something I've never told anyone before and there's very few people that know about this." he whines.

"What is it babe? You can tell me anything." I say again sitting on his lap.

"When I was little, every year my family came down here for vacation. The last time I ever came here I found people, a few years older than me. And they were the only friends I had there, my brothers and sister's would never want me around. So when I met my friends, my siblings always wanted me to go to their house and crap. Then my parents found out and..." he trails off.

"You don't have to finish the stories if they're that bad babe. I dont want you to finish it because I dont want to see you like this." I tell him and mean it.

This is the worst I've ever seen him. Crying wise, angry wise I've seen him the worst with Aiden. God how I hate Aiden.

He starts crying again. Just as I'm about to pull him into a hug there's a loud banging on the door.

"Come with me." he tells me.

We both step off the bed and tip toe over to the door trying not to wake anyone else up.

"Hello?" Louis asks as I open the door.

There in the door was a tired Liam with gym shorts, and no shirt on.

"Louis whats wrong? All the boys including me heard you screaming. What is it?" Liam seemed to be surprised.

Wait... Has Louis told him yet?

"It was nothing. Just nightmares." I say for him.

"Are you sure? He sounded pretty horrible." Liam tilts his head.

"We're fine, we promise." Louis then says.

When Liam finally walked away, we shut the door and figured we better get ready for the say because it was almost 5:30 and the time we had to get up was 6. So I got in the shower. About 5 minutes of being in the shower, I feel cold biceps wrap around my waist. Just as I turn to see who it is, he puts his mouth to my neck and kisses so gently. By the touch of his lips I can tell it's Louis, and the strong biceps. But mainly his lips, because God knows how many times I've felt those babies.

"Louis what are you doing?" I ask, there's silence for a minute before I speak again.

"Louis we can't do it right now. We're gonna wake everyone up, that and the people already up will hear us." I say turning around and wrap my arms around his neck.

I was right about it being Louis, and he's already drenched in water.

"Not if we don't make a noise." he shakes his head, covering my mouth.

I just nodded my head, unable to speak from his hand over my mouth.

He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. Still lifting me, he takes a step leading is both out of the shower. At that moment he pushes me against the wall and smoothly pushes my hair behind my ear.

{5:50.}

15 minutes of silent sex in the locked bathroom, and right away we get ready. I grab a book off the shelf randomly, like I rarely do, and start reading. The first word I read is marriage.

'marriage. Its a thing you want. A beautiful experience, too. But you don't know what happens in the future, when more fights happen, and so does divorce.' it read.

My heart beats at the choice of words used in the first page. I partly wanted to tear the book in half, and the other part of me really wanted me to keep reading the love story of Joe and Hailey. But God knows neither of those would happen. The book is too thick to tear and the story is too sad to keep reading. Now I understand why I never read these things. So I just sit back up and place the book up on the shelf.