Dark paradise

Death party

I walk in and see the two girls that invited me.
-Hey Allison! We didn't think you would come, how are you?
-Hey! Well I'm here now and I'm felling great, thanks.
A guy that's pretty drunk steps in and asked me if I wanted to have a soda or some alcohol, I said I wanted something quite strong.
-Allison I didn't know you were drinking
-I'm not, but I want to have some fun. And maybe relax a bit.
I start drinking whatever that was in my cup, it's really bad but I wanted too fit in with the rest. One of the girls named Emma asked if I wanted too follow her out and smoke, she probably knew I was like the only one that smoked at the party. I light the cigarette and inhale the smoke, for her it was the first time so I kinda had too learn her. I hold my cup in one hand and my cigarette in the other, we were both drunk. I looked at her and actually thought she was a little hot, no no no what am I thinking about I obviously can't think clearly. In my town it was a sin too be homosexual. I didn't actually think she was hot, or did I???
I walked back in to the house and someone poured some more alcohol back in to my cup, this time it was stronger and the cup was more than half full. But I think I can do it. People around me screamed SHOT IT! So I did, and that was one of the worst decision in my whole sixteen years! I felt really nauseous, so I ran to the bathroom. Luckily nothing come out, I went back and I felt so drunk, my legs was all shaky and it felt like I couldn't talk. I walked my way over to Emma, who also was as drunk as me. Emma started kissing me, at first I said stop but she said that no one would see. So we both started kissing each other in the middle of the dance floor, then a guy screamed EW LOOK TWO GIRLS ARE KISSING!! Everybody stared and looked really disgusted, Emma stopped and also started to say ew. She also said that I just started to kiss her, I said it wasn't true but others said they had saw me touch other girls boobs and such. I was drunk but I'm not so drunk I forgot what happened, they threw me out and spit on me...