Next day(Yn pov)
I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing. I reached over August and anwsered it without looking at the caller ID.
"Hello." I said in a sleepy tone
It was silent for a while then he started talking.
"Baby please don't hang up on me I wanna talk about this. I know I fucked up but I deserve a second chance right?" Shad asked in a pleading voice
I felt tears coming but I tried my best to hold them in.
"W-Why should you get a second chance?" I asked with my voice cracking a little.
"Everybody should get a second chance right?" he told me
I was silent for awhile cause I was thinking.
"Hello?" he asked
"Come over at 3..." I said dryly before hanging up
"So you gonna give him another chance?" August asked
I shrugged my shoulders and wiped some tears that fell down. He sighed and hugged me. I hugged back and cried on his shoulder.
"A-August I think I l-love him." I told him.
His body froze up and he let me go.
"Y-You love him for real?" he asked
I shrugged my shoulders. August looked at me with a hurt expression
"I kno-" my sentence was cutt off by August grabbing my face and kissing me.
After a few seconds I started kissing him back but then pulled away.
"Yn I love u! I never stopped loving you. I'm just young and couldn't except the fact that I loved you. I wanted to be like all the other niggas and have hoes and shit like that. So I kept running away thinking it'll help. It didn't help it just made it worst. It made me wanna be with you but I knew I couldn't....What I'm tryna say is if you gonna give anybody a second chance let it be me." August confessed
I sat silently taking in all he just said. Of course I love August too he was first love first time and first baby daddy but, I'm love shad now too.
"This to much." I said while holding my head.
August sighed.
"I'll leave I guess..." he said dryly while getting up.
"I'm sorry I just need to think about this situation." I told him
He nodded his head and hugged me once before leaving. A few minutes after he left shad came knocking at the door. I let him in and we sat on the couch.
"I know you probably don't wanna hear this shit but Yn I love you....a whole lot. I actually don't know what the fuck I was thinking when I cheated on you." shad told me
"I love you too shad but you hurt me a lot." I told him
"I know baby and I'm really sorry. Can I get a chance to make it up?" he asked
I sighed.
"I'll think about it..." I mumbled
"Okay baby." he said kissing my forehead.
I just looked down.
"I'll leave you alone so you can think." he said as he got up and hugged me before leaving
Once he left my head was banging. I laid down on the couch and held my head. This shit is crazy I don't know who I want because I love both of them...
August pov
After leaving Yn house I went to my mama's. I needed some body to talk to about this situation.
"Hey baby." she said as she opened the door.
"Hey mama." I said while sighing
"What's wrong?" she asked as we went into the living room
"Alot ma." I told her
"Well let me put the kids to sleep then you can tell me." she told me
"I wanna put them to sleep." I told her as I went into the room
After putting Amari and Aiden to sleep I went back into the living room and started talking with my mama.
"So you know how Yn was with that one guy shad?" I asked
She nodded her head.
"Okay so I was with this one girl and I was really digging her but she cheated on me with shad. She even lied and said she got rapped cause when she got back home she was fucked up from Yn beating her ass. My dumb ass thought she was telling the truth so I babied her for about a day or two but, I found out the truth from shad when I went to Coney island. After finding that out I went to Yn house. She cried and stuff like that then she told me she was pregnant. My heart damn near dropped cause I can't stand the fact of her having another nigga kid. Then in the morning she was on the phone with him and she was talking about probaly giving him another chance. That's when she told me she loved him and my heart dropped again. I didn't want her to go back with him so I confessed my feelings but after that I left." I told her
"Well all I can tell you is to wait." she told me
"I know but how long will I have to wait?" I asked
"I don't know August you'll have to be patient." she told me
I sighed and nodded my head.
"Younge love is something else." she said while shaking her head
Shad or August?
