Chapped {h.g}

{10}

6:48 pm

I don't know why I rejected Hayes' kiss. I thought that's what I wanted? Was I too scared? I don't know. A relationship with Hayes has been my dream for quite a while, why didn't I want it anymore? I still light up when he says my name or even looks at me. I get chills when his hand brushed against mine, so what's stopping me? Why did I choose not to kiss him?

I slapped myself in the face, hoping it would knock some sense into me, but I only got a weird expression from Tyler as he walked by.

I let out a frustrated groan and went to my bedroom, harshly knocking a book from my shelf into the floor.

What's Hayes going to say to me tomorrow? Is he even going to speak to me? Probably not. I know I wouldn't speak to me.

Maybe I'm overreacting. He might've forgot. But what if he didn't? Oh no. Im going to be alone for the rest of my life.

I give up in love. And life. And everything.  

. . .

Hayes' p.o.v

I don't know why I kissed Jordyn. I don't like her. Do I? No, I can't like her. She'll ruin my reputation, but I have already ruined it by being friends with her, right? But she's also so perfect. In my eyes, anyway. The way her soft, brown hair swings to the side when she's walking. The way her voice is almost close to a whisper. The way she blushes when I talk to her. Wait, I thought she liked me, so why did she reject my kiss? Was it too quick? No. She still would've kissed me. Maybe she's not a good kisser. But how would she know if she was good or not? I highly doubt she has kissed anyone.  

I know she doesn't think she's pretty, but I wish she would. The guys are stupid at our school, not seeing real beauty. They rather stare at the cheerleaders all day than even glance at Jordyn. The girl who has the greatest personality in our school, but what would those guys know? They don't even bother talking to her. They rather talk about her and the way she apparently doesn't fit into our grade, seeing that the other girls are much, much different than her. But isn't it boring having twenty more clones of stick-thin, blondes in our grade? I would think so, but I guess my opinion doesn't matter.

One day, I will show Jordyn Ann Black that she is the most wanted, beautiful, and loved girl, not only in our school, but in the world.

(A/n): awh, Hayes' so cute