Senior Year

Letting Go

Alex's POV
"I'm sorry for what I'm about to say." He said as we were heading out of the therapist office. It's so cloudly I think it was about to rain. What! We we're just fine a minute ago now he's sorry for something.
"Dylan? Tell me." He hesitated.
"I'm leaving. Forever." I felt my heart fall into the pit of my stomach. No! Once again! This again! Why! I was so stupid to fall again! 'I wouldn't hurt you ever'! What happen to the words he told me! Did they mean something when he said them! "Alex..." All the sudden I feel tears coming down my cheeks. One thing for sure their not going to stop any soon. One after another tears come running down my cheeks. Dylan immediately hugged me. He's warm and says something while hugging me. "I'm sorry Alex. I'm sorry. I didn't think you would mean a lot in my life but you did. You helped me threw the worst moments in my life and I'm more than thankful for that. Alex I love you. The last thing I wanted to do is hurt you but here I am hurting you. Please don't cry. I promise I'll come back I know I was going forever but I'll come back. For you Alex. Wait for me. Please." I couldn't stop crying. It got even worst. As I tucked my head inside of Dylan's chest. He said "This is my last night here. Can you stay over? I'll love to spend it with you." I can't say no I love the dude. Yes I'm in love with DYLAN ANDERSON! I finally admitted to myself. "Sure." I say still tucked in his chest. "No ones going to be home. My brother left yesterday night and my mom she's at work in Europe. It will just be me and you." As we pull apart from each other it starts pouring in rain! "Lets get going now! Were going to get sick!" Dylan screams so I can hear him clear enough because the rain was so loud. I only live a block from here so its close. "Ill go walking. I have to buy somethings. Ill call you when I'm going over!"
"Alex, no get in your going to get sick."
"I'm okay. See you in a bit." I kiss him on the cheek and start running to my house. Once again the tears start running from my face. "Alex!" Dylan says getting out of his sports car and ran towards me. He grabs my hand an turns me around. "Why! Dylan! Why! Do you have to go! I fell for you! I was stupid to think you'll stay! I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I fell for you! I know your way out of my league but hey you can't tell your heart who to fall in love with it just doesn't fucken happen like that!" I say screaming over the rain. "Alex! Don't ever be sorry. I LOVE YOU! I'm not going to forgive myself for hurting you! Your the best thing that has happened to be since..."
"Since what Dylan!"
"Forget it." He said looking sad. Since what! What is he hiding from me.

God I think my toes caught frost bite I'm freezing.
"Dylan! I love you too. And this love is in pain! Help me it hurts!" He staires into my eyes. They looked in so much pain also. Then he kisses me. What a way to help a broken heart. As we kiss he separates his lips from mine for a second. He whispers "I love you no matter what happens. I know it's too early to say it because we barley met months back but I do. I really do." He then connects his lips with mine. I know it's chezzy a girl and a boy kissing in the middle of the rain right after the boy told her he loved her. But it felt so right! I can't let go if his lips. He can't also. After we stopped. Why! Why did it stop! "Were going to freeze out here. Lets get into the car." Dyaln said shivering.
"Okay." As we got in the car he turned on the car and the heater. After the silent drive back to his house. We finally got to his house. Thank God we're here I was freeezzzzzinnngggg!! As he parked in the drive way he said. "Alex we going to have to run inside so your ready."
"I was born ready!" Nice one Alex. "Ready. Set. And. Go. Run!" As we ran inside and into his room I started laughing.
"Now that's what you call fun!"
"Get in the shower dumby. I have clothes in their. I don't want you to get sick."
"Okay sir!" I said laughing.
That was one of the best showers I had ever took in till I notice there's only a big shirt, a pair of underwear and a bra. He actually always had undergarments for me. Weird I would have to say. Stepping out of the bathroom I ask Dylan which is now laying on his bed all washed up. "How did you find out what I sleep in?" I say smiling. "I got my ways Ms. Mendes. Any more question you want to ask me?" He says in a professional voice which I think is hot! He gets up from the bed taking the blankets off of him. Then I notice he's s-shirtless. Holy moly his rocky abs are j-just. Jesus! God he's fine! He comes up to me placing his forehead on mine which is kinda hard because he's so tall. "I think you look beautiful in what you sleep in." He's doing it again! Dylan don't do this too me again! Don't turn me on. I take a deep breath in. "Well thank you."

Note: Hey guys Im sorry for making this love story go faster than usual but I want to get to the good parts in this story.
                                                 -J❤