Senior Year

Where I Belong

Cameron's POV
I know it sounds crazy that I run really early in the morning but hey I got to keep my sexy ass in shape. Also I needed to run I needed to get things threw my head. The words replayed and replayed in my mind.
I don't love you! I just needed a sex budy and I chose you. If you want this to keep going you know what you call a 'relationship' let's keep it just sex no feelings. Yeah? Deal?
How in the fuck does she expect me to not have feelings. I was going to ask her to marry me. I wanted her for me only. I fell fucken hard for Britney. Alex warned me.
She doesn't love you Cameron. I don't want to be mean but it's the truth. I will never lie to you. You know that. Seeing you happy is my happiness.
She was so fucken right. I wish I can apologize to her for all the bad things I told her. As soon as see her I think I'm going to.
"Just fucken great! Just great!" I say as it started raining. After catching my breathe. I stop as I get close to the airport. I put my hands on top of my head and breathe in slowly. Trying to calm my breathing. As I got closer I see a person seating in the rain. There head was in there knees. The person was shivering. I have to help him/her. As I got closer I realized it was Alex. I knew it was her just by looking at her hair. I don't how I can remember her by that but I guess I can. "Alex?"
"Cameron" she said picking up her head her eyes we're so swollen I thought someone punch her in her both eyes. Getting closer to her I pick her up. Caring her in my arms. She's so cold. She couldn't stop crying she even cried more when I picked her up. "Cameron I can't do this no more." Alex says as I carry her in the rain to my house. "Your okay now your with me. What happen? Why are you crying? Did someone do something to you? Are you hurt?" I say walking a bit faster. "Cameron! Everyone I love just walks out of my life! Leaving me to pick up the broken pieces. I can't! I can't no more! I just can't!" She said holding me tighter. I stop. I'm going to die in this fucken rain! "You have me! & I'm not going to let you give up. Did Dylan do this to you?" She just closes her eyes and cries more. Great it was that son of a b****. Damm I knew he was trouble since the first day I seen him. But hurting my best friend ohhh that I can't forgive him for that one. Ohhhh he'll pay for this.
Getting into the my house I noticed no one was here. Still caring Alex I go to the kitchen I see a sticky note on the refrigerator.
Date night with dad. I left food for you in the microwave. Be home a little late. Love you.
                                                       -Mom
"Okay Alex he have to get you warm."I say placing her in a chair. "Let me get the water running so you can take a warm shower. Just wait her please don't go no where." Alex just nods. She's still shivering. Now we're two. I run to my room and straight to the my bathroom. I never had ran so fast to it. Just that one time I almost shitted my pants after practice. As the water starts running I run back to the kitchen. Once again picking up Alex off her feet. Her head against my chest. She can't stop shaking.
As we got to the bathroom me and Alex stair at each other. "Alex, I'm sorry but I'm going to have to help you get out of your clothes." Alex looked in shock like did you just say that! "Oooooo oooooo k" she said still shaking of coldness. As I help her out of her clothes. I'm a guy I have to look and as I do FUCK SHE LOOKS BEAUTIFUL! Then Alex catches me looking. "Keep your fucken eyes in your face!" She said laughing. "I-Im sorry. " continuing I say "I'm going to get in the shower real quick. I left clothes for you on the bed so get comfortable."
Getting in the shower was like heaven. I thought my fucken toes we're dead. They we're freezing. After rinsing off I still think about Britney. I was stupid to think...
"Hey I needed to find some... Oh God it's not that bad looking. " she said looking at you know downer than usual. "Thank you. I take full credit for that one. I call him Cameron senior." I say almost dying of laughter. "Don't flatter yourself."
"Shut up Alex. Pass me a towel and get out."
"Fine, fine here!" She said passing my a towel. "Can I sleep in your bed tonight?" Alex said looking straight in my eyes. They look at me with so much hurt, pain, sadness. "Yeah." I smile at her as she leaves.
As I get out of the shower and head back to my room because Alex was using my shower so I decided to use Nathan's shower. "Hey Al... " she had feel asleep on me, I wanted to talk to her about the whole devastating crying at the airport situation. But what can I say she had enough for a day. Getting into bed with her felt different I wanted to take the pain away that she felt. So I bring her close to me. In response she puts her hand on my chest and her leg on mine. She was already pretty warm. It feels good that she's okay for now. With that said in my mind I fell asleep with Alex. I hold her so close to me that she shapes me, literally.