Rambling Again

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           Shout out to all the people i've subconsciously pushed away out of fear of being unwanted. Rather it be romantically or friendship wise, i'm sorry about it. I'm sorry about all the plans for a future we made and I fucked up because I was too blind to see that you actually cared about me. I didn't lose interest in you, i was scared. I'm always scared even though I don't show it. Trust me. I'm sorry for all the false hope I created. The false sense of security. I'm sorry for it all. ]] sometimes I want to make things right, i really want to. I just can't. Maybe it's because I think you'll be upset with me, maybe it's something else I've yet to discover, i don't know. It seems like all I do lately is apologize.  



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