More Ranting about my love life

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by EmxtixnalCreatures

by EmxtixnalCreatures

This is why I was single for so long omf-

I'm so bad with people and it's literally a blessing that I found you and that you get me because if I hadn't, I'd be oh so lonely .

It's hard having to deal with someone else emotionally when I can barely deal with myself.

I'm just thinking.

Maybe even over thinking.

I don't wanna leave him, I literally want to spend the rest of my life with him.

I feel like I'm being selfish though because I have all these unsure feelings but I know in my heart that I want this, I want him.

Ughhh... Normally when I get like this,

when I catch myself opening up to some one

I'd just leave them

but this is different, I don't want this to end, ever.

At the same time I'm just like "fuck it, it's not worth it".

But on the other hand,

everything is worth it when i see him even when it's only for a few moments.