This is why I was single for so long omf-I'm so bad with people and it's literally a blessing that I found you and that you get me because if I hadn't, I'd be oh so lonely .
It's hard having to deal with someone else emotionally when I can barely deal with myself.
I'm just thinking.
Maybe even over thinking.
I don't wanna leave him, I literally want to spend the rest of my life with him.
I feel like I'm being selfish though because I have all these unsure feelings but I know in my heart that I want this, I want him.
Ughhh... Normally when I get like this,
when I catch myself opening up to some one
I'd just leave them
but this is different, I don't want this to end, ever.
At the same time I'm just like "fuck it, it's not worth it".
But on the other hand,
everything is worth it when i see him even when it's only for a few moments.
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