Thoughts and Rambles

late night reading is deadly

IM SO FRIGHTENED BY THE IDEA OF BEING RELATABLE TO SEQUEL NOAH. sequel noah is worrisome and unsure while sequel Dan knows what he wants and isn't afraid, he has blossomed into this better version of himself much like you. i on the other had seem to have done the opposite, like Noah i have become a spastic thinker, thoughts of which i cannot seem to control but instead flow freely and on their own. i have become self conscious and doubtful, but of what?  for noah it was all the 'but what if's he was faced with. for me i think it is Dan's question of "what is different?" how does he know if it is true if it is ALL he's ever known? He didn't allow himself the chance to experience, he just threw himself into it headfirst full of specific expectations that even he worried about at times.  and that's what ultimately caused their undoing