I'm that person who would stay up all night to talk someone out of suicide
But has a hard time doing it for myself
I truthfully assure people how beautiful, lovely, wonderful and worthy they are, because I don't want them to feel like me: the opposite.
I'm the person who puts on a smile even though I'm dying inside. I try my best to make others smile, regardless of my own feelings or emotions
Making other people happy makes me feel a little bit less terrible inside. It makes me feel like I'm doing something good instead of always screwing up, doing bad, being bad or looking bad.
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The dark abyss that is my mind: part one
PoetryDo you know that feeling? Nothing matters, nobody cares, life has no meaning. That feeling that you want to just give up? That all you do is use up space and annoy people? That everybody is better off without you? That's me everyday. Every single da...
