I can't stand to live anymore
I just want to die and end it all
The pain of living is just the start
I'm sorry that I'm breaking your heart
It started with hate but now it's too late
My life is a mess and I can only confess
That inside it hurts none the less
I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused
But in the end it's okay
Because this is the only way
I'm sorry for worrying you
Sorry for distressing you
I'm sorry for killing you from the inside
Mom, it saddens me to see you cry
You're the one who helped me get by
You taught me to walk
You taught me to talk
Without you I wouldn't be here
And dear mom, I'll always hold you dear
Dad, you're the greatest guy in the world
I never appreciated the time we had
Inside I was always a daddy's girl
But I never showed you I cared
Without your guidance
I wouldn't be here
You told me that I never had to fear
For such a long time I've felt this
And all I have to say is I love you
But it never seems to be enough
I know what you're about to go through is tough
You're the best parents I could wish for
But all I want to do is die
So this, i guess, is my goodbye
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The dark abyss that is my mind: part one
PoetryDo you know that feeling? Nothing matters, nobody cares, life has no meaning. That feeling that you want to just give up? That all you do is use up space and annoy people? That everybody is better off without you? That's me everyday. Every single da...
