Why should I bother?
Tick tick tick tick
I need to get ready
I have nothing to wear
I look horrible in everything
Why would anyone love me?
I'm late
I'm going to lose my job
I'm going to knock something over as I leave
Everything I do is wrong
I only hurt people
Or make them angry
No one needs me
No one likes me
Worthless, useless
Pathetic, ugh
Killing myself leaves a mess for someone else
They shouldn't have to carry the burden
The weight pushing down on me
Is because I am a mistake
My life is a mistake
I shouldn't be here
I need to go
Here's the taxi
Traffic's going to be bad because of me
I only flicked the light switch twelve times
Instead of fourteen
I can't even count
My fault MY FAULT
EVRYTHING IS MY FAULT
My phone is ringing
It's going to be bad news
The car crashes
It's my fault
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The dark abyss that is my mind: part one
PoetryDo you know that feeling? Nothing matters, nobody cares, life has no meaning. That feeling that you want to just give up? That all you do is use up space and annoy people? That everybody is better off without you? That's me everyday. Every single da...
