Mommy, daddy, can't you see?
How much your words are hurting me?
I think of every word you said
At night when I can't seem to sleep in my bed
Sister, brother, don't you hear?
In my bedroom holding back every tear?
I don't want you to know I'm broken
So I'll keep smiling and leave
All the pain unspoken
Friends, lover, don't you know?
There are many things I choose not to show
I scream, I cry, I cut, I lie
But most of all I want to die
People, society, where's the girl
I used to be?
You made me drive insane in my head
Congrats to every one of you
I'm finally dead

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The dark abyss that is my mind: part one
PoetryDo you know that feeling? Nothing matters, nobody cares, life has no meaning. That feeling that you want to just give up? That all you do is use up space and annoy people? That everybody is better off without you? That's me everyday. Every single da...