Is This the Real Life, or is it Just Fantasy?

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(a/n) I know the story doesn't really make too much sense right now, but all will be explained! Also, if you know what song was referenced in the title, comment! I would love to see who else grew up listening to 80's rock!
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When I open my eyes, it's almost as if I didn't die, but I realize Toby can't see me.
He can hear and feel me, but he can't see me.
I hate this!
I want to be alive, I want to breathe!
I just want my lover to see me!
I see Jeff walk in, his hands bound.
"Why are you back?" Toby asks, his voice deep and filled with hatred.
"I wanted to say that I'm sorry. Just so you know, I've been in my room crying ever since I-I k-killed her. I fully regret it! I guess I was just jealous. I just felt jealous of you because you still have your mom and I thought (y/n) was giving you more attention! I just keep asking myself: How could I be so... so foolish!" Jeff replies, crying as soon as he says my name.
Without realizing it, I let out, "Oh, Jeff..."
He jumps and yells, "Who was that?!?!"
"I guess you can hear me too..." I say.
"(y/n)? Is that you? Are you going to haunt me? Please, forgive me!" Jeff cries.
Toby and I can't help but laugh.
"You're silly! I'm not haunting you! I'm just... still here. My spirit never left. You can't see me, but you can still hear and feel me."
I put my hand on his shoulder and he jumps in fear.
I embrace him and look at his visage.
I can honestly say that I have never seen him so scared...
"Toby, tell me I'm not completely insane! Tell me you hear her too!" Jeff screams, horrified.
"You are completely insane, but I can hear her." he replies.
"Oh, thank god! Wait a minute... Hey!"
We laugh.
He seems more calm, but still a bit on edge.
I can tell he doesn't like this very much.
"So... What are you? A ghost?" he asks.
"I don't really know. After you killed me, I could see everything, including my own body. I talked and Toby could hear me. I hugged him and he said that he could feel my warmth, although, it would make more sense if he could feel my coldness." I explain.
"But you really are warm still! Even in this form, I can feel your body heat, your heart beating, the sign of your breathing." he responds.
"B-but I don't breathe." I state.
"I can still feel it. You are there, right in front of me. I wish you could come back! I want to see you!"
I reach up and plant a kiss on his lips.
Jeff blushes profusely.
Jeff's POV
She kissed me!
I don't know how I feel about this situation...
She's dead and I can't see her, but she kissed me!
I still regret killing her.
When she releases, just for a second, I can see her smiling face.
It's transparent, but still there.
I can feel heat rise to my face and tears begin to build up in my eyes.
I lose it, collapsing to the floor, on my knees.
I want to hide my face, but my hands are bound.
Oh, (y/n), how I long to see you again!
Your POV
Jeff is crying...
"Are you okay?" I ask.
"I saw it! I s-saw your f-face!" he cries.
He saw me?
I wonder if he's growing delusional.
I want to untie his wrists, but I don't think I can.
Slender walks in.
"What is going on here, (y/n)?" he asks.
Slender knows that I'm a ghost?
"Anyway I found a way to bring you back, body intact. EJ has already stitched up your body. We just have to draw in your spirit. No ritual involved. We can do this only because your spirit is still here. It's a rare happening, but it does happen. We have to do this before midnight tonight, or it won't work. Your spirit will have been away from your body for too long." he explains.
He leaves, expecting me to follow.
I do, and am led to where my body lies.
There I sit, on a table, stitched and mangled.
I put my hand on my body's chest and a bright light flashes.
I awake inside of my own body, cold and in intolerable pain.
I try to sit up, but was stopped by the pain.
"If you want to see the boys, I will carry you there. You won't be able to move until tomorrow." Slender states.
He picks me up and carries me back to where the boys are.
He sets me down on the bed and walks out.
Toby and Jeff gather around me, tears in their eyes.
"Hello?" I get out, my voice raspy from disuse.
They both smother me with hugs.
The hugs hurt, a lot, but I let them stay.
It's nice to know that I'm not completely invisible.
They kiss my cheeks and let go.
I wince and try to sit up again, but end up falling flat on my back, which makes it worse, since Jeff stabbed me mostly in the back.
They apologize, but Toby just keeps staring at me with a strange look until I finally ask, "What?"
"I've never truly understood pain, since I can't feel it." he states.
"Well, not all of us have C. I. P. A.!" I shout, then wince.
Slender walks in with some gauze.
"You'll have to redress your wounds soon." he states simply, puts the gauze down on the bed, and leaves.
I blush, knowing that both of them will have to help me redress my wounds.
When they realize this, they blush, too.
They'll be used to my body before we have a threesome!
Oh, god.
What has my mind come to?
"I think it's best for us to do that now, to get it out of the way..." Toby says, blushing profusely.
I nod and they help me get my shirt off.
I have no bra on, since it would be impossible to dress the wounds.
They unwrap the gauze on my body, revealing me, new scars and all.
They look for a moment, their faces completely red, and grab the gauze to redress the wounds after washing them off with a clean cloth.
It stings, but at least I know it won't get infected.

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