A Love Triangle (Jeff the KillerxreaderxTicci Toby)

Inner Turmoil

"By our next birthday, we'll be used to your body!" Toby shouts.
"So, what's going to happen now that I uh, killed someone?" I ask.
"I don't know. I talked to Slender about it and he seems interested. If he doesn't take you, HE will." he answers.
I don't even bother asking who HE is.
"Is there a way I can take a shower? I'm sure my hair is caked with blood." I ask.
"Just go to the bathroom and take a shower..." Jeff answers, blushing.
I gather up my sheet, use it to make sure I'm covered good, go to the bathroom, and take a shower.
A lot of blood washes out, but I must say, I don't not like the crimson liquid.
The entire time, I think about how I truly feel about these boys.
I'm trying to decide if I love them back.
I mean, they're amazing.
They're not perfect, but hey, who is?
They're murderers, and I think that's what's throwing me off.
I'm a murderer now, too, so why does it matter?
Why can't I decide?
It's all so confusing.
Ever since the night of the party, I have thought they were good-looking, but I don't know if I ever truly liked them...
I'm lucky to have them.
They saved me from death row!
I guess I do owe them for that...
I'll try it.
If I don't think it's right, we'll go out separate ways.
My only fear is losing my two best friends.
(y/bff/n) was my friend, but she... she said she'd have all three of us arrested.
I don't want to lose them.
We'll date with an open relationship.
That way, we can all be happy.
Both of them are dating me and I'm dating both of them.
I guess I do love them.
Those boys are silly and perverted, but damn are they cute.
I get out of the shower, dry off, put my sheet back on, and go back to the room.
When I get back, they are watching the news.
They're talking about those kids we murdered...
They show a picture of Toby's hatchet that I used.
Shit!
They might find my fingerprints on that thing!
They say that the suspect is Toby, since they never found a body.
The next report is about me.
Apparently, I was reported missing.
It's only been a day...
I guess my mother thought I'd never come back...
"(y/n), I think we should take you back to your house. Your mother is worried and they haven't found any leads to show that you are a murderer yet. If worse comes to worse, pack up your stuff and come here immediately. Of course you need to get dressed before we take you there. Understand?" Jeff explains.
"Until when and if that happens, we should act like we never met..." Toby suggests.
This hits me like a brick to the face.
One moment we're chilling, sleeping together, the next we have to act like we never even met?
"U-understood." I answer, unsure.
"I'll go get your clothes so you can get dressed." Toby states.
He leaves and comes back with my clothes.
They still wreak of blood, but it's all I have.
I put my clothes on in a corner with my back facing the boys.
Once I'm dressed, we make our way to my house.
When we get to my front door, I can't help but cry.
We have to say goodbye for who knows how long!
They see me and kiss my cheeks.
"Remember, we will always love you!" Toby smiles, obviously trying to hold back tears.
We all embrace and they begin to cry with me.
"Looks like we're a crew of emos!" Jeff laughs.
We wipe our tears and part ways.
I brace myself and open the door.
My mom runs up to me immediately and hugs me.
"Where were you?!?! I thought you were kidnapped, or worse! I'm so glad you're back!" she shouts.
Suddenly, she asks, "What's that smell? Is that you?"
I nod.
"I've been in the same clothes..." I explain.
"Go take a shower and change!" she exclaims.
I go upstairs, pick out some clothes, and hop in the shower.
All I could think about was those boys...
I cried the entire time.
I wash myself this time.
At the mansion, I only rinsed the blood out of my hair.
I get out and put on my clean clothes.
I go to my bedroom and cry some more.
I can't stand it!
I need to see them!
I can't pretend we never met.
They've already shoved themselves into my life so far that it's impossible.
I-I love them.
I've finally decided.
It took me this long, but I finally know how I feel.
I actually do love Jeff and Toby.
I've fallen for them hard, too.
Why does it have to be this way?!?!
I need them to be here!
I look on my floor to find the clothes they wore to meet my mom.
Just looking at them makes me cry even harder.
Everything I look at reminds me of them!
It seems like it's impossible to live without them!
The only way I can see them again is if the cops find my fingerprints on that hatchet!
Suddenly, I hope that I get caught for my crimes.
I go to the kitchen to eat dinner with my mother.
She asks me where I was and why I didn't come back.
I explain everything in as little detail as possible.
She nods, then asks, "Who were those boys you were with on the porch?"
Shit...
She might take me to the police before I get the chance to see Toby or Jeff again!
I can't let that happen!
"Why?" I ask.
"They don't look like your friends from the other day and they brought you back. I saw that they... kissed you. I wanted to thank them for bringing you back, but I remembered them from the news. How and why do you know those two?" she explains.
"H-how did you see all of this?"  I question.
"The day you left, I got a camera system and now I'm able to see what the cameras see on my laptop. Now, answer the question! How do you know those two... Murderers?!?!"
I can't tell her that I helped murder someone!
I can't tell her, but I could... kill her.
I mean, it's no different than that kid, is it?
She's always like this, getting into my business...
I decide not to kill her, since that would only complicate things further.
"A-actually, they are the friends you met..." I answer.
"I don't believe you. Tell me the truth!" she shouts.
"I am! They were the ones taking care of me! Toby and Jeff made sure I was okay when I was tossed out by you!"
"They're also the reason you smelt of blood, aren't they?!?!"
"They're the reason I'm not dead!"
I realize I've made a mistake, stand up, and hold my hands over my mouth.
"What do you mean by that?" she asks.
"Nothing! Just ignore that I said that!" I shout.
Now I'm going to either be quick and pack up before the police come, or I could kill her and have more time.
To avoid any complications, I choose the first option.
I run upstairs and pack all the clothes I can into my book bag.
I run to the bathroom and grab my bathing stuff.
I zip up the bag and run.
I run until I can't run anymore.
My phone and charger were already in my bag, so I grab my phone and call Toby.
I can faintly hear the sirens in the distance and realize I haven't ran far enough.
He picks up.
"Hello?"
"Toby! I'm so glad to hear your voice! I'm in a lot of trouble! I need you to come and get me!" I explain frantically.
"(y/n)? What happened?!?!"
"I'll explain later! Right now, I need you to find me and take me to the mansion! They'll find me any moment now! Hurry!" I shout.
I hang up and run further into the forest.