This year I decided that my New Years resolution is to have fun, smile a little more, worry a little less, do what I love and don't regret a second of it. Last year wasn't my best ngl. I lost many friends but most of us found our paths back to one another. Not everyone but some. I also gained some awesome friends. But 2015 was full of many bad moments. I struggled a lot. Struggled with emotion, extitential crisis etc. you know the drill by now. So this year I'm going to stop fighting and just keep it positive. Someone pisses me off I'll write a rant and never post it. Let out my emotions to myself and feel better about it because in the end, you can't change people. Just like people can't change you. If I did bring anything bad up to someone they would more likely just be offended. Trust me I gave up on the upfront technique a long time ago.
Although I will always stick to who I am. I will always be the first to apologise as it only takes me about 1 hour before I feel absolutely awful and think about what a great friend they are. So yeah, I'm going to be more happy. I'm not going to limit myself I'm just going to go for anything that feels right (as long as it's like a fun thing) no more bad times for me. External crisis will be gone, fear will be gone. We'll probably not the fear one because let's be honest everyone is afraid of something so it will never really leave. So I'm going to follow some Advice from my queen Lana Del Rey
Live fast
Die young
Be wild
Have fun
I hope you enjoyed my lil spam of my oldest and newest rants. :) I'm sure there are going to be even more aggressive ones soon enough
