A/N: HEY PEOPLES!!!! CHAPTER 4 WAS ALITTE BIT LONGER AND IM GONNA TRY TO MAKE THIS AS LONG AS I CAN :) I WANT THIS CHAPTER TO RELATE TO A BUNCH OF PEOPLE CAUSE IM GONNA MAKE REAGANS LIFE STORY BE MY LIFE STORY
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I HOPE YOU CAN FEEL THE EMOTION
HAPPY READING !!!
Reagan's POV
Its been three days since the incident and the boys have been absolutly great, niall and i have got closer and think mallory and harry have got closer too ever since her boyfriend broke up with her, yea thats a long story .
Mallory and the boys wanted to go out to eat but i have been trying to watch what i eat, since im not very happy with how i look but i just told niall i didnt feel well
After niall left i decide to sit on the balcony and finsh writing the song i had started about a week ago. i sat there tapping my pen on the ground but nothing came to me
most of my songs came from past issues like being bullied, break ups, things like that. i never wrote about happy things because most of the time i wasnt happy, the boys put the happy in my life.
When i was in 4th grade, people always teased me, called me names and made me feel invisible, i write songs and write journals because of them. They made me insecure and made me think different about myself.
Ever since dad passed away i became more quiet and timid, i never really would open up to anyone but i past few day niall has really changed that and made me feel wanted
Niall's POV
Me, mallory and the lads had went out to eat but i really wanted to get back to the hotel, reagan didnt want to come cause she said she "didnt feel well", she has been acting different ever since she woke up, not talking, sitting alone, things like that and im gonna get to the bottom of it
"hey guys can we go now?" everyone just nodded their head "got a hot date Nialler" lou said with a wink
When we got to the hotel, i jumped out of the car, sprinted up the stairs and locked the door behind me
"Reagan? where are you" i said looking in the bedroom and the living room but she was sitting on the balcony with tears running down her face,
"hey" i said quietly crouching down in front of her "whats wrongs" i wiped a tear away from her eye, her eyes were beat red so who knows how long she has been crying, i knew i shouldnt have left " i miss him" she said softly "i miss my dad" she curled up more hiding her face, i looked at her for a moment before i cradled her in my arms taking her inside
when i sat down on the couch , she wrapped her arms around my neck, looking at me then laying her head down on my chest not saying a word
Reagan'sPOV
I never liked crying in front of people, it always made me feel weak and like they needed to show pity toward me but niall was different, he just let me cry and didnt make me talk, i do this alot where all my tears and emotions have just bulid up and i just cry out of the blue.
Most people wouldnt let me get it out , they would try to make me feel better and make me stop crying like people do when they make a little kid cry and they dont want to get in trouble.
i sat there cradled in Niall's arms silently crying, while Niall whispered things its keep me calm
finally after about an hour i slid off nialls lap wrapping my arms around his next "thank you" he didnt say anything, he just hugged me tighter when we sperated we heard someone knocking on the door.
"open up lovey birds, !!" who could that be, yea the tommo, who else?
niall chuckled softly while opening the door, as soon as niall opened the down lou and liam come jumping on the couch on either side of me but i couldnt help but see niall give them a glare
"so how are you love" liam said throwing his arm around me " im fine" i said not even looking at him, i was to busy watching the door waiting for niall to come back but he never did "excuse me, ill be right back" i got up reseiving nodds from the boys
"niall?" i said walking in the bedroom , niall was laying on his bed staring at the ceiling with his guitar on his stomach while silently humming a song still not looking up at me
i walked over to his bed and sat there while just staring " is something wrong niall ?"
he just shook his head, come on niall you know better than that "yes there is now tell me "
"ok well i just hate the fact that the boys take my place and dont let me around you when they're around" he said looking back up at the ceiling "are you jealous nialler" i said in a cheeky voice
he actally nodded, i was alittle taken back but i was happy on the inside, i mean i have only known this boy for almost a week but these few days have felt like years.
"well you have nothing to worry about cause they dont mean as much to me" and with that i got up and walked out the door leaving him to wonder
the next morning :)
today is friday and me and mallory are leaving with the boys to go to london and live with them so i decide to get up and pack all my things so i wouldnt be the last one ready to go.
As me, mallory and the boys left the hotel it seemed that every girls in ireland was there watching us leave, this is my new life for 6 months, what have i got my self into...
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HEY !! WELL I HOPE YOU LIKED CHAPTER 5 SOOO TOMORROW I MIGHT NOT BE UPDATING BUT I WILL BE WORKING ON THE NEXT CHAPTER AND WILL MAYBE UPDATE FRIDAY
CAUSE TOMORROW I AM GOING TO A BRAVES GAME (BASEBALL) IM NOT REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT CAUSE MY BOYFRIEND BROKE UP WITH ME A FEW HOURS AGO....
SOOO YEA IM BROKEN BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT HAVE ANY IDEAS :)
ALSO I WOULD LIKE TO THANK Nobodyshero_x FOR MAKING THE AMAZING COVER !!! GO FOLLOW HER TOO!!
SOO IT IS 1:00 IN THE MORNING HERE AND I PROBABLY HAVE BAGS UNDER MY EYES FROM CRYING BUT ITS OK !!
I STAYED UP FOR YOU GUYS AND BECAUSE I CANT SLEEP
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YOURS TRULY , EMALEE ! :)
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FanfictionReagan McCarter is just a ordinary irish girl that has no interest in one direction but has heard of them because of her sister Mallory what will happen when she runs into them by surprise will it change her whole life?
