Kaleidoscope Eyes [22/22]

minus 60 years to live

There's a stuffy in my crib that looks like a zombie

There's a monster under my bed that roars like a lion

There's a hairdryer in my closet that yells like a siren

There's fighting in my house that feels like a gunshot

There's a boy in my class that makes me super anxious

 Yet there's alcohol in the cupboard that heals my scars

 There's an exam that I'd never not cry about failing on

There's bills piling up that never ever ever pay off

There's a ring on my finger that doesn't fix his wronging 

There's cancer in my breast that never goes away

There's babies coming through me that don't love me

There's feuds in the kitchen that rattles my bones 

There's a girl my son likes that doesn't like him back

There's a grey hair that makes me remember I'm 50

There's five days to live that don't seem to suffice

There's something that seems to never go away

That thing is pain and it toke over my life

There's a gravestone covered in flowers and in the winter its snow

There's a life wasted on focusing on negativity

There's a cloud in the sky waving goodbye