Chapter 46

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Kyle's POV

I could feel my face going red and I could see that Amanda's face was already. God, how could Johnnie do that? I told him that I would handle this myself, now she's gonna feel too awkward to even come near me.

"Johnnie you ass," I heard Alex say, followed by a slapping noise and him saying 'ow'. Serves him right. "Ok then, now that the awkward tension is everywhere, why don't we all go out for food?" Bryan said, obviously trying to save Amanda and I. "Yea, food sounds good," I heard Jordan agree as he pulled a frozen-in-shock Amanda off of the floor. She stumbled a little bit before smiling and thanking him. I glared at Johnnie before following them out the door. Alex attempted to shut the door in his face as a joke but he slipped through before she could get it all the way shut.

"You're so mean," she joked, trying to move her hands away from his as he attempted to hold her hand. I laughed at the two of them before starting up conversation with Bryan. I could see Amanda fiddling with her hair as Jordan tried to get her included in conversation.

"Don't worry about it, she can't avoid you forever," Bryan said, hanging his arm over my shoulders. I hadn't noticed but she was as far away from me as possible, being all the way in front of the group with Jordan. "I hope so," I mumbled, feeling her lip balm still smooth and glossy on my lips.

I used my jumper sleeve to wipe it off quickly and followed the others into the elevator. Since I was the last one in, Amanda was in the back corner and I was in front of the door. She can't avoid me forever but hell is she gonna try.

Amanda's POV

We decided to have a walk around to see what there was in the area and eventually just went into a Burger King. I'm not really sure why though, last I checked most of us are vegetarian, but oh well, details I guess.

I went to grab a seat for us at a booth in the back, and surprise, Kyle came with me. I said down in the corner with my feet up and my phone out and ready to pretend to take a call or something. I watched as he sat down beside me feet and I quickly started texting Mike.

Amanda -> Mike Wazowski: dude, stop what you're doing right now and text me please!

I proceeded to play on my phone until Mike texted back.

M: What situation do you need escaping from?

A: Johnnie made Kyle kiss me and now we're alone !! I need an excuse to not look at him!

After I sent that, she didn't reply. She read my message, and every one after that, but she didn't reply. That bitch! How could she leave me like this!

"Are you going to ignore me forever?" I heard Kyle ask. Don't panic! Don't panic!

"Pfft, what? I'm not... I'm not ignoring you," I said, my voice an octave higher than it usually is. I heard him sigh as he adjusted his beanie. "If you're not ignoring me then look me in the eye for five seconds," he said, moving to face me completely. I tore my eyes from my phone screen and met his. I tried to keep eye contact, almost squinting in concentration, but my eyes kept leaving his.

"See, you can't even look at me," he mumbled, sinking back into the chair. "It's not that," I mumbled, feeling nervous. "It's just, I'm really nervous now," I admitted, playing with my phone case. "Why are you-" before he could finish, Johnnie came practically flying into the conversation.

"Okies, we got everyone fries and ice cream!" He exclaimed excitedly, sitting beside Kyle. "Scootch over, gimme some room," he giggled, pushing Kyle towards me. I hesitantly put my feet down and Johnnie pushed him all the way over. I quickly opened my phone, going on social media and YouTube, trying to ignore Kyle's presence beside me.

Why am I so nervous, you ask? I might've been mad at him, and everything might've fucked up, but I have to admit, I still like him. I screwed things up with him when I said we weren't together, when I kissed Damon and when I overreacted, but if I could have a do over then I would've told the fans that we were together, would've pushed Damon away and would've kept in touch. But I didn't because I'm an idiot. And now I'm an awkward idiot with a school girl crush on a boy who's probably forgotten all about me.

Kyle's POV

As we were eating, Amanda was quiet as hell. She avoided looking at everyone and just snacked on her fries every few minutes, switching through all the apps on her phone. I was sort of confused about her. She said she was nervous, but why? I figured she moved on. She kissed Damon and some guy at a party who's name I don't want to remember. Why would she be nervous about one forced kiss?

Alex broke me from my thoughts when a chip she threw at Johnnie hit me instead. After giggling, she apologised. "That was meant to hit Johnnie!" She laughed. I watched as Johnnie kissed her and quickly stuck a chip down her shirt. I laughed at there little interaction and looked back to Amanda. Our eyes locked suddenly as she was already looking at me and I froze.

She smiled slightly before looking back down at her phone. I miss seeing her smile at me like that.

Sorry that this is short, but writing is so haaarrrdddd!! 😩

I know where I want this to go I just can't quite figure out how it's gonna get there XD

Anyways, thank you guys for reading and supporting me in both my writing and my personal life, it means a lot ^-^

And now, SELF PROMOTION!!
I dunno if you guys have noticed, but I've put a second account in my bio. I have a horror book published on it and if you're into abandoned theme parks and teenagers getting slaughtered, I think you should totally check it out 😏😂
It doesn't have many reads at all and I'm sorta just trying to get it more publicity so that I feel more motivated to continue writing it.
Also, for everyone who likes stalking, my Instagram is also in there 😏😁

Thanks again for reading
Stay happy not crappy (as Johnnie says)

Peace out and peace tea ✌🏻️☮☕️

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