Chapter 21

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Amanda's POV

It's about 3 months into the tour now, pretty soon, we're all going to have to say goodbye. I don't want to, but I always knew it wouldn't really last. After that night when they asked about my cutting, no one has brought it up and why I do it, thank god.

I'm sitting in the front on the bus with Damon, waiting for the other three boys to get back from the convenience store. We were running low on snacks and Kyle, Johnnie and Bryan offered to run in to grab chips and drinks.

Me and Kyle are still the same as we were about 1 1/2 months ago, neither of us have made it official yet. We haven't done a video saying what we are for the people wondering either. We had been seen holding hands in public and no one knows what to think of it. I don't even know what to think of it. I'm really letting this get to me, but I really can't help it, I've never been in this situation before.

"How long are those idiots gonna take?" Damon interrupted my thoughts with his complaining. I'm kinda glad he did though, I need to stop worrying.

"I dunno, but I'm bored, what do you wanna do?" He just shrugged and went back to staring out the window.

"Y'know, for someone who's usually really entertaining, your super boring right now."
"Eh, I'm just tired." He does have a point, I mean, it is like 7 in the morning, and both me and Damon are late risers when we have a day off of warped.

"Are you and Kyle dating?" He asked, completely out of nowhere I might add. He's never really spoken about me and Kyle.
"Uh.. No, I don't think so, neither of us have made it official yet, so no, we aren't." That came out kinda awkwardly.

"Ok. Then I guess I won't feel bad about this."
"Uh, wha-" he cut me off by pressing his lips to mine. I was pretty much stunned in place. I didn't kiss back, but I didn't push him away either. I have no idea what's happening right now, god I'm so confused.

Not long after, he pulled away and went back to staring out the window like nothing had happened.
"Uh... Damon?" He just shrugged his shoulders and headed back to the bunks. "Come get me when their back, I'm going to sleep."

What the actual fuck just happened. I put my fingers up to my lips. It was like I could still feel his lips on mine. That was weird.
At least Kyle didn't come back while he was kissing me. That would've been weird. Actually, it wouldn't be that bad, we're not a couple, so that wasn't cheating. Right..?

I walk back to the bunks, Damon's specifically. I need to know what that was.

"Damon?" He opened the curtain to look at me. "They back yet?"

"Uh, no, I just wanted to talk to you about before..." I don't think I could've possibly gotten more awkward at this point in time.

"I kissed you." God he's making this difficult.

"I know that, I was there." I could feel my cheeks getting warm.

"Then why are you asking?" Ugh, this boy is irritating sometimes.

"Why?" I swear if he replies with 'why what?' I'm going to slap him.

"Cuz, I like you."

"Oh." Well shit.

Damon's POV

I don't know why I'm telling her this. I guess I just have this weird hope that I can take her away from him before they become official. I mean, yeah I helped Bryan and Johnnie get them together, but I started feeling this way the night she told us her past. I think my feelings for her were there before I just hadn't noticed them until then.

"Sorry." I turned so that I was facing the wall, and not her.

"For what?" What does she mean 'for what'?

"For kissing you stupid." I turned back around and bonked her in the head. "Ouch, that kinda hurt." She looked up at me from her place on the floor and we both started giggling.

"Why would you be sorry for that?" She asked after we stopped laughing.

She has a good point there. Why was I sorry for kissing her? I would've kissed her again just now but I heard the door to the bus slide open.

"Hey guys, we're back!" I heard Bryan yell from the front of the bus. Damn.

Amanda's POV

I looked up to see that the guys were finally back. "What took you three so bloody long?" I asked, a bit of annoyance in my tone.
"Bryan wanted to take selfies." Johnnie stated as I got off the floor. "Why? Did you miss meh?"

"Yes Johnnie, your the one I missed." I said sarcastically. I walked over to Kyle and embraced him in a hug.

Poor Damon. Shut up subconscious!

Ooh, Damon's got dem feels for Amanda *wiggles eyebrows playfully* =P

I've noticed that I am non stop doing these little A/N's at the end of each chapter... I don't think I ever used to do them, did I? Eh, I'm doing them now =)
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