Chapter 16

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Amanda's POV

It's like 10:30 right now and everyone has gone to bed but me. Of course Kyle wanted to stay up with me but I told him that he didn't have to. So here I am... Sitting on the tour bus... Alone...

I honestly don't know what I'm still doing awake, but I just don't feel like sleeping. Ah, who am I kidding, I got a few tweets before from people who saw me at the beach, a lot of them were hate.
'You're always telling us to stay strong, yet there you are with scars all up your legs you hypocrite'
'God your sex appeal just went down by like 100%'
And just stupid things like that, I knew that this would happen. I needed something to take my mind off of things otherwise I knew what I'd do.

I decided to start editing and uploading the videos that I've been taking. I haven't had time to do it yet because everyone has been keeping me pretty occupied.

I open up and unfamiliar looking video file and watch it. It's a video that I took with Kyle. Funny, I don't remember doing this. I watch through the video and it's just us being dickheads walking around warped.
I remember this now, the meet and greets hadn't started yet and we went to go check out Asking Alexandria's set before we had to get back to the tent. I didn't think I took a video of it though, oh well, I'm glad I did because we both look so happy together.

I close the video in high spirits and go to bed. I'm glad I did that.

That night I had a pretty good dream about me and Kyle.

We were walking down a seemingly abandoned street, holding hands and laughing happily together. Other than the dim light of a few street lights, it was completely dark. Clouds begin rolling over the sky, and in a matter of seconds, it begins pouring down with rain. We begin running towards an old children's playground to get out of the rain. It was like one of those really old ones that everyone loved as a kid, with old swing sets and metal slides and a seesaw, it was really beautiful, even in the dark and rain.
We stand underneath a huge tree, watching as car lights pass by on the other side of the park.
"Y'know, I've always wanted to kiss in the rain." I don't know which one of us said it, but it didn't really matter.
I was pulled by hand out into the rain and we stopped when we were next to a cute old park bench and out in the pouring rain. Kyle wrapped his arms around my waist, bringing me close to him. So close that there was no longer any room for the water to trickle down our chests.
I snake my hands around the back of his neck and we stay like that for a few seconds, just staring into each others eyes before he started moving closer. I could feel his breath on my lips because we were so close. He leaned in closer and -

I woke up to someone poking me in the side, tickling me. It was Johnnie.
"You son of a bitch!" I said in between giggles. He stops poking me and I catch my breath before getting angry at him. "I was in the middle of a pretty fucking good dream, Johnnie! I hope you have a good reason for waking me!"

Ugh. Me and Kyle were about to kiss in the rain and Johnnie just HAD to wake me up.
"Aww poor you. We're all going to breakfast and your coming with."
"That was a shitty way of asking if I wanna come get breakfast with you dweebs... And Kyle." I say with a smile plastered on my face.
"Wasn't a question, it was a statement. You ARE coming with us, now get dressed and we'll be outside waiting."
And with that, Johnnie walked off the bus. Ugh. This morning is going just peachy -.-

I grab a My Chemical Romance shirt and dark purple skinny jeans. I tie up my converse high tops and brush through my hair before putting on all my bracelets and a black beanie. I put on some quick eyeliner and checked my twitter before I ran out the door.

I had more hate tweets about my scars, but I couldn't be bothered to read through them before I was out the door.

"Took you long enough!" Bryan snapped at me.
"Bitch please, I was barely more than ten minutes!"
We all headed down to a restaurant and had breakfast.
Surprisingly enough, I actually ate a plate of 2 pieces of French toast, a couple of fries and a glass of orange juice. That's probably the most I've eaten at once in a couple of days now. Ugh I feel fat. Not a good day so far, not at all.

Kyle's POV

We were all walking back to the YouTubers tent at warped to get ready and I noticed that Amanda wasn't really saying much and she looked kinda distanced from the world.

I nudged her arm slightly, making her look up at me. "You okay? You seem kinda sad." She just nodded and kept walking with her head down.

Short chapters still, sorry guys =/

But with Christmas and New Years, I'm busy catching up with friends, and my sister who I haven't seen in a year is here! I gotta spend time with her! Also my grandparents are coming to visit in about a week, witch means, slow updates still until who knows when.

Okay, enough about my life, since it's holidays, and there's festivities all round, I want you guys to comment on this chapter what your favourite Christmas gift was that you got this year, and why it's your favourite!

Mine would definitely have to be my flannelette shirts! Or my two batman shirts... Or my corpse bride leggings... Ugh I don't know! Hehe anyways.... Peacekies ✌️❤️

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