Chapter 18

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Kyle's POV

I wake up to light shining in my face. Why am I squished in this bunk? I look down and see Amanda. I guess she decided to sleep with me and now I'm pushed up on the inside of my bunk. I really wish these things were bigger.

"Hey, Amanda, time to wake up." I move my hand up and down her arm, trying to get her to wake up. I just can't wake her violently, it's always small nudges or stroking her arms or something like that.

She soon starts to wake. I hear her yawn before she turns around to face me. "Morning, why so we have to wake up?" She snuggles her face in my chest, as if to try to get back to sleep.

"C'mon, if you wanna cuddle we can do that on the couch, it's just a little bit cramped in the bunks."
"Aww, okay." I release my grip on her waist and she hops out of the bunk. I soon follow and we go sit on the couch.

Amanda's POV

Kyle and I were cuddling on the couch when I felt my phone buzz in my hand. I looked down to see it was twitter.
'God, why do you keep trying? Your such a hypocrite, your loosing followers by the hundreds, why don't you just give up already?'
Ugh, I wish people would just stop doing this!

I stood up and walked to my bunk to get my camera.
"Watcha doin?" I ignored Kyle and continued to set up my tripod. "I wanna record this alone, go do something else for a bit." I felt instantly bad when I said that, but I didn't really care much, I needed him to leave for this.
"Oh, uh, okay. I'll just talk to you later then." And with that, he left me alone in the back lounge of the bus.

I set up my tripod and camera so that they were facing me and I pressed record.

"Hey everyone, I'm Amanda Sphinx and I need to talk to you all about something really important." I took a deep breath before continuing to speak.
"I know that a lot of you saw me at a beach in London last week, and I've seen the pictures that you have posted. Firstly I'd like to say, I'd appreciate my fan base not exploiting me like that. If I had it my way, I wouldn't have even set foot on that beach, but I did it for my friends, so that they wouldn't feel bad about leaving me alone on the bus, so that no one missed out on the beach because of me."

"And another thing, I am no hypocrite. I've gotten so many tweets hating on me because of these." I held up my shirt slightly to reveal heavily scared skin. "But just because I tell you all to stay strong, doesn't make me hypocritical, it means I'm trying to help others when I can't help myself. If anyone has an issue with that, then I'm sorry, but that's not my problem."

I took a deep breath as I prepared to end the video. "One final thing that I'd like to say is, if you were really true fans, you wouldn't treat me like this, just because I make mistakes, because my life is shitty, because there are things about my life I can't control and that makes me do things to take away the pain, doesn't give you the right to say these things, to torment me further."
And with that I smiled and put a cheerful tone in my voice. "And that is all I have to say about that topic. It's behind me, so stop dwelling, stop hating, stop being pathetic bullies! Thank you so much, all you true fans who have stuck by me, who have defended me against these people and who understand how hard this is for me, you guys are the reason I'm still here, making videos and embarrassing myself on the internet! Peace out bitches!"
I got up and highfived the camera, knocking over the tripod and turning the camera off with it.

"Oopsies..." I picked them back up and put the tripod away and began uploading the video. I don't want to edit it, this video should be completely natural and what I'm thinking.

Ugh, another short chapter! I know, it's terrible! I'm really working on getting back to my old writing pace! I'll get there! I hope =P
Peacekies ✌️

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