Sex Lessons | L.H

22. Plan

A.N// sorry this is late...oops. i've been super busy lately, but i'll try and update sooner next time :-(
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Kate's POV

I woke up on the floor, curled up into a ball. I sat up slowly, and almost instantly, I remembered the events of the previous day. I kissed Luke, and both of my parents left for business without telling me until they were actually gone. What a life.

I got up from the floor, and I walked upstairs to my bathroom. As soon as I looked at my reflection in the mirror, I cringed. My eyes were bloodshot, red, and puffy from crying too much. My hair looked like a bird's nest, and face just looked horrendous altogether.

I grabbed my toothbrush to brush my teeth quickly, and I used the bathroom after that. I washed my hair while I was taking a shower, and when I got out, I headed to my room. There, I brushed my hair and put on another set of comfy clothes, which consisted of black joggers and a tight fitting purple shirt.

I went back downstairs to find food when my stomach growled, and that's when I realized I hadn't eaten since yesterday morning. I decided on some cereal because I felt too weak to make anything else. Once I finished my breakfast, I checked my phone for any missed calls or text messages.

There was one from Luke, and he'd sent it last night.

Lukey <3
Hey, are you okay? I'm sorry for what happened at the hospital...

Kate
I'm fine. It didn't mean anything, right?

I mentally facepalmed after I sent the message, but I had to know how he felt. He didn't respond right away, so I went back to what I was doing before, which was absolutely nothing.

I tried watching television, but I couldn't concentrate. I tried cleaning the house, but I got bored. I didn't know what I could do to avoid my thought because nothing I tired worked so far. I ran up the stairs to my bedroom to grab some running shoes. I thought it would be nice to go to take park that Ashton invited me to, to take a walk.

I got some earplugs, my phone, and my house keys before leaving. I walked down my drive way and towards the park. Halfway there, my phone buzzed, and I opened it to see that Luke finally texted me back.

Lukey <3
No, it was nothing. I don't know why I did it...

I felt a small piece of my heart break off when I read that. I don't know what I expected, but I didn't expect for it to mean completely nothing to him. He was the one who kissed me. I decided not to text back, and I put in my earplugs, blasting music as soon as they were connected to my phone.

When I arrived at the park, I went straight to the trail Ashton and I walked last week. I looked around at all of the scenery, and I just thought about everything thing up until this moment.

I couldn't believe how irrational and stupid I had been over the last month. Most of the decisions I made had been incredibly dumb, and some of the thoughts I'd had, had been increasing idiotic. I was so naïve to think that what I felt towards Thomas was love, but it was incredible how after everything he did to me, I was still somehow lured back to him.

I regretted making the deal with Luke about the lesson, especially when I knew I had a crush on him. That was the worst decision I've ever made

My life was a wreck, and I wasn't sure how to fix it, but I was going to try my hardest. My phone buzzed again, but this time, it was three times in a row.

Lukey <3
Sorry

Lukey <3
Forget I said that

Lukey <3
How was the rest of your day yesterday?