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"Oh look isn't it mrs Gilinsky." one of the girls in my school, Hannah, sneered when I walked in. I just ignored her and kept walking.

"Did he kiss you yet?" Another girl, Gabriella, laughed.

"Of course not gabby because their not actually dating!" Hannah said and everyone laughed

This went on all day.
At the end of the day I checked my phone.

My amazing boyfriend❤️😘- hey Jess! I'm outside! Surprise. ❤️

me: okay I'll see you in a minute😘

I walked outside and jacks car was right in front of the school. Great. Where everyone can see.

I got in and he tried to kiss me but I turned away.

"Babe what's wrong?" he asked genuinely concerned.

"I'm fine, I'm just not feeling well." I lied.

"Oh okay. I'll take you home. I have nothing to do today so I'll hang out for a while." he smiled.

we drove to my house. nobody was home.

my parents were at work and Stella had cheerleading after school.

we went up to my room and laid down in my bed.

he put his arm around me and I payed my head on his chest.

"Jess somethings going on I could tell." he said out of nowhere

"Jack I'm fine just leave it alone." he got up.

"No. I won't just leave it alone. I'm your boyfriend Jess! You should be able to talk to me!" He said raising his voice.

"Jack! If I don't want to talk about something I don't have to."

"We won't have a healthy relationship if we don't talk about things, open up to each other!" he said.

"I just don't wanna talk about it Jack." I said lowering my voice.

"Fine I'll just leave then." he yelled and walked out

I couldn't hold it in anymore. I started crying. Bawling. But he left

I guess he heard me because he came rushing back. He wraps his arms around me and I just cry no talking just letting out every single bit of sadnesses trapped in my body.

"I'm so sorry Jess. I overreacted." he whispered and kissed my forehead.
After a bit I calmed down.

"Okay I want to talk now." I said.

"Are you sure?" he asked.
"Yes."

"Okay whenever your ready."he smiled.

"oh Jack their terrible. the girls at school. all they do is make fun of me and tease me. they think I'm joking." I buy back more tears.

He clenched his jaw.
"Well we'll show them that were dating okay, baby. I will walk you into school tomorrow myself." he smiled down at me because I was sitting on his lap.

"Thank you." I said quietly.

"Anything for you."

"Do you want to stay for dinner?" I asked.

"Your really trying to get me killed aren't you?" he laughed.

"Stella has a birthday party until late tonight and my parents are on a business trip for the rest of the week. You could even stay the night if you want." I smirked at the last part.

"But your sister." he said.

"We could hide you in my closet when she comes home. her friends mom is driving her." I said. "She won't be home until 11:00 so that means we have 7 hours all to ourselves."

"That's great." he smirked and kissed me. I leaned in and deepened the kiss. I ran my hands through his hair and I laid back on my bed so he was on top of me. He reached the hem of my shirt and looked up at me. I shook my head.
"I'm sorry Jack I just don't think I'm ready yet."

"No problem I'll wait as long as your ready, baby." he smiled and leaned in to kiss me again but the doorbell rang.

"Ugh who is that?" I groaned and Jack followed me downstairs I looked out the window and it was Stella.

"Stella what are you doing home?" I asked.

"Jamie's sick so she canceled the party. So now I'm home all night!"
Great.

"Okay well jacks here. I'm gonna go back upstairs."

"My sisters home." I frowned.

"It's fine I can get to know her." Jack smiled. He walks down

"Hi Stella how are you" he smiles at her
"I'm good thanks" she smiles

"We are going to go speak to later" I say pulling Upstairs. I instantly hug him again and Jack pulls back

"Are you ok" he says

"Sorry I'm just upset" I sigh

"Don't worry love" he says squeezing me.

The evening was really good I'm always happy when I'm with him but I was half dreading tomorrow and half excited.