Messages ; Gilinsky

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"What are you doing here" I hear my dads voice

"Jack" I say walking over

"Dad it's fine" i say telling him to go

"Jess it wasn't at all what I looked like" his face was covered in regret

I step out and shut the door behind me

"Seriously Ella she's the biggest bitch in my school and I knew she would try something with you but I didn't think you would let her" I say coldly

"Jess please" he says looking like he was going to cry which surprised me

"I didn't let her, I was just about to push her off me and you walked in, you understand me like no one I have ever meet and I really really like you please don't go" he say softly and stepping closer

"Please I need you" he softly strokes my cheek

"I can't" I push his hand away and turn away

"You have no idea how much that hurt, I told Chloe I trusted you then i see you with kissing Ella it ripped my heart out" i say as a tear slips out

"She suddenly kissed me and If you hadn't of walked in I would of pushed her away" he says taking my hand

I look down at our hands together. then the moment replayed in my head.

"I trusted you and you broke it just like that" I say pulling my hand from his "I just need a little time Jack" I sighed

"I'll wait for you" he says looking me in the eye

"Please just go home Jack" I said more tears coming out of my eyes

"Okay I'll go. Let me know when you're ready" he said and walked to his car

I open the front door wiping my tears away from my face

"You ok hunny" mum say coming over to me

"It took everything I had not to take him back" I say as move tears come out

"It's going to be ok" mum says rubbing my back
"He was the only person I ever loved" I sobbed into her chest "I actually loved him and trusted him. I never said it but I should have"

"Honey it's your decision how to handle this. think it over and see what happens" She smiled

"Thanks mom" I sniffed wiping tears from my eyes
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(skip to Saturday night)
I was home alone because my parents went out with some friends and my sister was at a sleepover party
The doorbell rang and I got out of bed
I opened the door and Sammy and Johnson came in
"Well hello to you too." I laughed
"Jess Jack is a mess without you" Johnson said
"Yeah he hasn't gotten out of bed for days" Sammy sighed
"Im sorry guys but he cheated on me! There's nothing I could do it was his choice" I said
"He really didn't do it Jess, he explained the whole situation to me" Johnson said
"Yeah he explained it to me too, but you weren't there when Ella's tongue was down his throat" I yelled
"Calm down Jess, we are just trying to make two of our friends happy" Sammy said trying to calm me down
"How can I calm down when you two come into my house and are on jacks side! you didn't even hear my side of the story! if we were friends you would actually take the time to listen so just go" I shout
"We are just trying to help." they shook their heads and walked out the still open door