Changed for life

Leaving me

I sat there with a bitter sweet feeling. I know what your thinking, you have a hot, kind, smart and pretty much perfect boyfriend. But, as i sit there listening to how Chris and Fawn are happy and really close to being in love and can't help but be a little sad. When it's finally Brendon and my turn to speak a smile appears on my face again. The rest of the night was really laid back. I had to change early because the ice pack i had for my bruised hand was leaking, but that's it. When morning comes i wake up to Brendon's arms wrapped around my waist and a distant alarm.  I blush and try to get out of his embrace. He groans and i decide to just wake him up. I whisper at first. Nothing. I push him. Nothing. So i kiss him. His eye's open. Yes. He pulls me closer. No. I kiss him again and this time he wakes up fully. I kiss him and get up from the couch. He groans which brings a smile to my face. I grab a towel from Noelle, who has been awake apparently for an hour already and is full dressed for school. I grab my bag from her closet and walk into her bathroom. I brush my teeth and all that junk and decide i'll just shower tonight, even though it's going to bother me all day. I get dressed in the dress and red tights  i brought with me. I brush out the curls in my hair  from last night and put half of my hair up. I put my boots on and walk out. Every one is dressed and fully ready except for Brendon who is just now putting socks and shoes. He looks up and his eyes widen (in a good way?).

Brendon- " Holy hell."

Me- "What is there some thing on my face. I thought i looked fine."

Brendon- "You look way better then just fine."

I blush and the room feels a little awkward. A couple of minutes later Noelle comes out saying she made some eggs and bacon. We eat and Brendon leaves because his ride arrives. He closes the door and a couple of minutes later he comes running back.

Brendon- " I forgot something."

I look at him in confusion and he pulls me close.

Brendon- " Yeah i forgot this."

He kisses me with so much passion and i return it. After i hear a horn i break free and peck him on the lips and he runs off. We walk to school in relative silence. I hum a song and when Noelle figures out what it is she pulls out her phone and plays it. The day is pretty average except for at lunch i get a text saying my aunt is coming to pick me up after school. 

When the final bell rings i feel the butterflies in my stomach awaken. I usually know exactly what we are going to do with my aunt but today i have no idea. When i see her brand new 2015 Audi, i walk to her car with eyes on me. Anthony is already in the car and we leave. Being that my aunt lives on the other side of the city and not in the getto like we do it takes an hour and a half for us to finally get to her place.,When we pull on her street i feel a wide grin appear on my face when  i see his crappy Car and i jog to the door and when i walk into the living room i see him and run amd jump on him.

Dad- "I missed you too. Niña."

He hugs me tight and i feel a tear role down my face when I finally let go. My brother walks in and does the same i did but more "manly" i guess. 

Dad- " Look i don't have that much time. I didn't want any of this and i need you guys to know it's not your fault."

Me- "Papi your scaring me what's wrong?"

Dad- " Angela, Your little brother and I, we... We are leaving. Moving to Washington to live with family. I love you guys but I can't keep putting Angela, your hermanito and my self through this. Jaiden is taking it the hardest. He's only three yes but he knows when you guys aren't home. He won't eat, he won't sleep all he asks for is his bubba and sissy."

I feel a tear role down my face. I wipe it away and focus. 

Dad- "I don't know when i will see you again, in fact i may never see you again. I love you guys so much, i hope you know that. I really got to go. I'll miss you ever single hour of the day."