Changed for life

There's More

A/N: I know that i don't do Author notes in the beginning much but this chapter is dedicated to bestfriend's. I don't talk to my old ones but they will always be in my heart. I have found new ones, yes and i do love them even though it hasn't been long but i think when you meet a special person who you can love with out "loving" you have found your forever soul mate time doesn't matter. There is not much about them but they are important. To Bestfriends/ Family.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

          When i wake up in the morning i feel like i have been hit with a bag of bricks and  the worse part is, I don't know why. I get up and undo my braids and the waves come out nicely. Because i don't give two fucks today i slip on some black ripped jeans, a fallout boy shirt and a big flannel shirt and call it done. I put my black biker like boots and grab my things and exit my room. I throw my things on the couch and go to the kitchen. I grab a bowl, the Captain crunch and milk and sit down at the table. When i'm mid crunch i hear a groan and the a slip and a tumble. I lean back to see my brother on the ground at the bottom of the stairs with his lip bleeding. I get up and grab a napkin and walk over to the laying  boy and give him the napkin he thanks me and gets up. We eat in silence and when im done, i leave. I see a flash of bright fed hair and smile a small smile. 

Noelle- "Hey taco. I dyed my hair again. I'm  actually thinking of going blue next time. Do you think i would look good in blue?"

Another reason i love Noelle is even though she knows some thing is going on see isn't forcing me to tell her wants wrong. I turn my head slowly and smile.

Me- " You would look fantastic in blue. I wish my mother would let me dye my hair. Then i could be unique instead of plain old brown."

Noelle- "Plain old brown? Hell no you have dark chocolate with a natural high and low lights in your hair. Plus, your one of the only girls with natural hair still. Fawn dyed her hair cotton candy pink a couple of days ago. I think you are beauitful with your not even close to plain brown hair."

I turn to my best friend and smile a true smile.

Me- " I know that I don't say this enough but i really do love you. You make everyday so much better from simply my hair color to my situation or how i look. You have made these yearsi have spent withyou that much more bearable. Noelle you are my sister and i will love no matter what happens in life. Know this, i am here for you like you are always here for me."

We hug and hae our cheesy moment with aww's and love you, then go back to talking about random thing and when we get to school. Noelle hugs me and whispers to me.

Noelle- "You saved me, i save you.I love you too Madz."

She walks away and i go to class after a long staring contest with Chris he comes and sits by me which sadly makes my butterflies flutter. 

Chris- " Hey."

Me- "Chris i'm sorry. I know i have been being a pain in the ass but i just what you to know, well... I'm sorry."

Chris smiles at me with nothing but happiness.

Chris- "I don't think i will ever understand you but, I'm fine with that. You never need to apologize to me unless you truly do hurt me. I don't think you will ever do that purposely or knowingly."

Me- "Gosh Dammit why do you got to be such a good person?"

He chuckles and my heart does a back flip. Stop it you stupid heart.